Yuki: OMG you guys im so sorry that I haven't put the sequel up!

Narute: its ok just get to work!

Kagome: Yea get moving!

Inuyasha: I agree with kag this is taking to long!

Sesshomaru: leave her she's writing as fast as she can!

Suki: yea back off guys!

Yuki: ok ok im writing now!

Tears That Aren't Really There!

Chapter 1: Pain

Sitting silently Inuyasha remained lost in thought everything she had found out the day before still ringing in her head.

Flashback

"Inuyasha!" screamed Kagome "WHAT!" screamed Inuyasha opening her room door and looking out "could you please get the door im in the hot spring!" Kagome yelled out "fine but I don't see why Kouga and Sesshomaru are so god damn lazy they could get it themselves" she muttered opening the door. "Hey Inuyasha" Inuyasha growled "hey Ayame what do you want" questioned Inuyasha suspiciously "im here to get my mate he's been here long enough its time for him to come back to the eastern lands and take ruler once more. He was only supposed to be visiting he's seemed to have made himself at home/ his kids are waiting" said Ayame smiling.

"NANI!" screamed Inuyasha slamming the door. Opening it cautiously she saw Ayame looking confusedly at her "Gomen I will retrieve your mate wait here" said Inuyasha blankly. With that Inuyasha walked towards the eastern wing "Kouga-sama" she said softly opening the door. "What did you just call me?" said Kouga his eyes widening "your mate is outside she's waiting for you" said Inuyasha fangs grinding together "Kouga you know your completely screwed right" said Sesshomaru not looking up from the map he was poking at.

"Kouga-sama" said Inuyasha again grabbing the shocked ookami by the tail and flinging him out of the room "YOU LIEING SON OF A-" "MOMMY" screamed Narute as he ran up as soon as his eyes fell on the hilarious seen of Inuyasha slamming Kouga into the wall by his tail he fell to the ground and roared with laughter. "What do you WANT!" screamed Inuyasha momentarily letting Kouga fall to the ground. Narute stopped laughing instantly this was one of Inuyasha's moods and he wasn't going to end up like his father "Ayame says to tell you she's waiting… dad you do realize your royally screwed right?" "That's what I told him," said Sesshomaru finally looking up from his map he hid his laughter well but the seen before him was just too much to not laugh at. The great ookami prince hanging by his tail broken and beaten. But for Inuyasha that was the worst betrayal Kouga wrenched his tail from her glared then stormed out of the castle…never to return again?

End Flashback

"What did I do wrong" she whispered as she pets Kagome's little cat Ryku who had stopped hating him after Kirara died in the war. After she died the little male cat was the only one of its species left or so he thought that was until he found Kirara's litter of kittens they had creamy black streaked fur and Inuyasha guessed that Ryku was the father.

Ever since the litter had slept in Inuyasha's spare room in fact Inuyasha had put aside this room especially for Ryku though it still held her bed. She stayed here when she was mad at Kouga and rite now even though he wasn't there she just couldn't sleep in that bed. 'to many memories' she thought just as she laid down Ryku curling by her head both of them fell asleep.

WITH SESSHOMARU AND KAGOME

Sesshomaru sat still in his high backed chair staring blankly at the papers he was supposed to be dealing with. Kagome sat in the chair opposite him reading a book. "Kagome you going to talk to me now or are u still mad" Kagome just grunted stood up and left the room. Growling softly he stood up and followed her. "Kagome you cant blame me!" Sesshomaru snapped irritably "it is your fault you knew and you didn't tell anyone!" Kagome shrieked slapping him hard in the face turning on heels and running off to find Inuyasha.

Sesshomaru stayed there not necessarily shocked just pissed. "Why don't you listen to me? I swear I would have told you its just that I couldn't!" he screamed running after Kagome. Catching up to her he made to grab her hand but she moved it out of the way and glared at him. "Leave me the fuck alone" she shrieked slamming the door hard in his face. "Your supposed to be my mate but you don't know the first thing about me!" he yelled through the door turning on heel and storming off.

WITH KOUGA

"Kouga!" Sesshomaru yelled punching down the doors and stepping over the splinters of oak towards the drunken ookami prince. "Nani?" Kouga yelled at the intrusion of light that had come with Sesshomaru breaking the door down. "Get away from me" hiccupped Kouga miserably "she hates me and im not even with Ayame… she wont talk to me she's not even sleeping in the same bed as me anymore. She doesn't even know im still here she thinks I left with Ayame" hissed Kouga brokenly.

Sesshomaru sighed and grabbed the ookami prince up by the arm. "Let me go" said Kouga whimpering softly. Sesshomaru was shocked to say the least he did not show it but he was shocked Inuyasha had truly broken Kouga. Sesshomaru pulled the ookami that smelled of alcohol and tears up out of his seat and out of the door. "Fix the door," he yelled back at the tigress demon that was the bar tender. She just growled and went to work.

Kouga walked limply and Sesshomaru had the feeling if he wasn't holding him up he would have fallen. Walking back through the corridor he paused in front of the door that was hiding his mate and his sister. He smelled salt water and blood kicking down the door he looked around. There on the bed out cold was a suicidal Inuyasha wrists bleeding furiously and Kagome healing them calmly.

Kouga liquor colored eyes instantly snapped open and bled red he shrieked as pain surged through his body. His bond with Inuyasha made him feel horrible feeling every bit of pain and happiness that Inuyasha felt. Kouga fell to his knees panting eyes glazed over still his liver getting rid of the waste faster then ever now thanks to Kagome's healing powers coursing through Inuyasha. Sesshomaru knew what happened to Kouga and Inuyasha but he didn't think they'd end up this bad.

Kagome had hit the nail on the head when she had guessed that he knew all about Ayame and Kouga but he had never really known he had merely guessed. In fact Kouga had blurted it all out during one of his drunken rages. He remembered it all to well.

Flashback

"Sesshomaru you stupid dog where are you," screamed Kouga he was pissed he wasn't one to usually drink but he had been given bad news recently and wasn't handling it all to well. Sesshomaru looked up from his book sighed and stood up. "What is it that you want now ookami, I don't have time for your idiocies rite now" said Sesshomaru he was being pushed his tolerance was at zero Rin had just been in the room torturing him and now Kouga was drunk again. "I want to confess something sessho old buddy old pal" said Kouga. He hiccupped and sat down in front of Sesshomaru's desk.

"Ayame, it turns out she's alive" he said between hiccups "it turns out she was my mate before the war and that she's come back to claim me" and with that Kouga passed out in the chair. "Baka ookami" hissed Sesshomaru rubbing his temple. He stood up picked up the sleeping ookami and carried him back to Inuyasha and his room. Sesshomaru set him down carefully on the bed and walked out warning his sister as she entered the room that Kouga was drunk.

End Flashback

'This is some seriously fucked up shit,' thought Sesshomaru exiting the room with the unconscious wolf strung over his shoulder. "Sesshomaru where are you going" came kagome's voice it was soft and apologetic. "Away" Sesshomaru replied coldly not even turning to face her. Walking out of the room and into the darkness of the hall.