NO!

I keep telling myself NO, I don't like him, not one bit. It's just the way he looks at me, his dark wings, and the piercing eyes….Stop!

You know you like him, the voice said, what's not to like?

He's Fang, I said to the voice. I've known him forever; I can't just like him….can I?

Yes you can, what about when you kissed him on the beach?

Stop! I have to clear my head, so I decided to fly.

I was still in my bed, when this happened in my head. So I'll have to sneak out, I wish I was Fang, he's always so good at sneaking around without being heard or seen, he just blends in with the shawdows, how does he do that? I just don't know.

So I decide to look at the time on my clock, to see what time it is. Fuck! Iggy took my clock, damnit I'll have to get another one, maybe while I clear my head I'll find one in a garbage can, and then he can fix it for me. I start taking off the covers when I see a pair of eyes in my door way. They must be Fangs, hes the only one that blends in, with the shadows.

"Hi" He says. Fuck! Now he knows I'm awake, he'll never let me leave by myself, incase an earser come after me.

"Hi…. What are you doing up so early?"

"I um I just wanted to see if you were alright. I had a night mare that an eraser got you, and um…."

"hey, its fine, I'm here, it was just a bad dream"

"yeah I know, but then, I woke up and I started to picture a life without you, and I just couldn't, do you know what I mean?" He said. I started thinking, what does he mean by this? Does he like me? I don't know what he means. Then he took a step forward, and I could see his face. Damn, He was beautiful. I looked in his eyes. His eyes were piercing, I couldn't help myself get lost in them. But I could see he must have teared up, But did not indicate it in his voice.

"I think so" I said, but not really sure. I knew the best way to comfort him. I got up from my covers walked over to him, and hugged him. It wasn't like any other hug I have ever given. It felt like it lasted forever, I never wanted to leave this moment. I couldn't help but smile. He let go of his grip, but still I was in his arms. Our face were facing each other, I rested my head against his, our noses touching.

"I would never let that happen to you" he said, He tightened his grip. I couldn't help myself I started to go for a kiss; this would be our second kiss, and maybe this time I wouldn't hurt him, because now he doesn't have a split lip.

"What are you guys doing?" Said Nudge. That moment we let go of each other, and stepped away from one another. I hadn't realized, but my wings were slightly out. I quickly put them back in, at same moment so did Fang. Does that happen when we kiss? Or get aroused? I think it does, opps, I didn't even feel them. But I could feel my checks, they were hot, most probably red, from embarrassment.

"We were talking, I had a bad dream, and she hugged me, for comfort, that was all" Said Fang. Nudge gave a weird look, and then looked at me funny. Why was she looking at me funny? I could tell that fang wasn't looking at me either. Then nudge's eyes went up and down my body, weird. I looked at what I was wearing. SHIT! I slept in my under wear with my shirt, no bra. I knew Fang had seen that. Was that why the hug so close? Did he want to feel my body? Yes, he was a boy, they do those things, but Fang?

"I um, I ….." I said, I couldn't make an excuse for this. Nudge looked at me again; I could feel Fang was trying to look away, even harder. As if my face wasn't already red. I quickly ran to a pair of shorts, put them on.

"Sorry" I said, That's the only thing that came out my mouth. My mouth was dry and now, My whole face was burning up.

"So…. What's for breakfast?" said Nudge. Relief flooded though my body.

"Whatever we have, Nudge" I said. She quickly ran away, toward the kitchen. My body fell on my bed from relief, I put my head in my hands, and signed. At the same moment Fang walked toward me, and sat on the bed next to me. I wonder if he looked at my body? Did he like it? No of course not I'm a mutant freak, no one would ever like my body.

"I swear I wasn't looking!" He said, I faced him. Then I laughed, so hard. Then he started to laugh. We notice we getting loud but we couldn't stop. Then after a couple of minutes, everything fell silent, and awkward.

"It was my fault, I should start wearing clothes to go to sleep" I said.

He looked at me. We said nothing for a couple of seconds, He dragged out his hand from his pocket, and intertwined it with mine. They seemed to fit perfectly with mine. His hands were warm, I like the feeling of our hands together. I looked down, and smiled so hard, it started to hurt. I've never seen this side of him. Then he took his hand under my chin, and lifted my head. For the first time, He was smiling.

"You should" he said, then kissed me. Not like the kiss I gave him, at the beach. His lips were warmer than his hands. I let go of his hand, and put them around his head. He dropped his hand to behind his back. The room got dizzy, then I remember to breath. He tilted his head and kissed me very passionately, I liked it. He grabbed my waist, and put me on him. My feet wrapped around his waist, and. We were kissing so hard, and now with tongue. He started to fall backwards on my bed, and repositioned himself. He wrapped his arms around me, and flip me over. Now I was on the bottom, I didn't mind his body weight on me. He stopped for a second.

"Maybe we should close the door?" he said.