Just a short fuffly one shot I wrote featuring 2 of my favorite songs and based on another of my favorite songs. I got this idea ast night, and I wasn't able to finish the story. I just finished it. Reviews are apreciated. BTW: This story goes against all my Nelena ideals!! Its a Niley.
I'm Not Okay.
It's been a week since Nick and I broke up. Sometimes I still look at my phone expecting it to start ringing. I miss him to much. I got up from my bed and looked at my clock: 8:51 am.
I walked over to my desk and opened my laptop, which was on hibernate. I opened the album on my pictures labeled 'Nicholas and Destiny.' I opened a Picure that wasn't spread trough the internet.
It displayed me looking all bored and tired and Nick in the background making a funny face. I smiled. Silent tear rolled down my cheek. Sometimes Nick was just amazing, but sometimes he was really stupid.
I remember one time we were at the Movies and he kissed me, his lips tasted like Popcorn. One time we were on the car, on our way to a party and he totally told me this little story I still remember in detail.
I opened Itunes and put my favorite song on repeat: Our Time Now by Plain White T's. This used to be our song. As the song blasted trough my room I silently sang the lyrics to another song.
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
I turned off my computer and fell to the floor crying my heart out my mouth. I can bear this. The pain of knowing I had you and then lost you wears me out. I'm dying from the inside out.
I think I cried for like 2 hours. I'm not sure I lost track of time. I looked at my phone, it was on vibrate and I had 3 missed calls, 2 from Manderz and 1 from Emily. I put my phone down and turned around to hear the slow busing noise it makes when it's vibrating.
I looked at the caller ID, it said Nicholas J. I stared at it and answered.
"Hi." I said.
"Miley, it's me Nick." He said.
"Yeah, I know. What's up?"
"Can you talk?"
"Sure. I'm not doing anything."
"Okay." He said. He sounded strange. "What have you been up to."
"Not much. We haven't been shooting, because of… Never mind." I said "What have you been up to?"
"Not much. We finished the music vide for Burnin' Up yesterday."
"That's cool." I sighed.
"I was thinking about us, and well. I just wanted to say I'm sorry, you know, for leaving the way I did. You know, I kinda sorta just walked out." As he said this a tear rolled down my cheek, I tough I was all cried up.
"Yeah Nick, I remember." I said.
"You have every right to be mad at me, but I was just wondering, in time, do you think we could be friends again?"
"Yeah Nick." I sighed. "In time."
"Okay, so…" He started.
"We could talk for a while." I interrupted him.
We talked for like 2 hours. We laughed, we cried, we brought back a lot of memories, and then he had to go because Joe was calling him.
Maybe, someday, Nick Jonas. We'll be together again.
There you have it.
Love.
BeCkY XoxoX