Disclaimer: I've said it before and I'll say it again. Not. Mine. Dick. Wolf's.
Another A/O drabble. Enjoy!
There are many ways of self-destruction, and they're all a means to the same end. You can externalize. You can cut yourself, throw up every morsel you eat, and so on. Or you can internalize. That's what I do; what I always have done. The best way, I've found, is to deny yourself the one thing you truly want. Deny yourself, and you're in control. Deny yourself the one thing that you know is good for you, the one thing that has the power to make you feel better even on your worst days.
For me, that thing is Olivia.
Review if you liked it!