Disclaimer: Not mine.

A/N: I'm definitely not a doctor, don't pretend to be.

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"I should go. – I'll go."

And she did go. He had had the next two days off, and, even though the hospital had paged and called him many times, he never answered. What had he done? Had he ended things? He needed to think, and he couldn't think with her around.

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"She's waking up." Izzie Stevens hurried up to her boss, Miranda Bailey, to tell her that one of her best friends, Meredith Grey, was finally awakening.

Bailey turned around, sighing heavily, "Okay. Stevens, go find O'Malley and Yang, let them know. Then – just wait out here."

Miranda had seen many cases, even rape cases. But this hit her home. This was her intern. She turned to Richard Webber before heading towards the intern's room, "You'll call him again?"

Meredith's eyes fluttered open as she entered the room. Her face was bruised, as was the rest of her body. The rape test had been positive, but luckily no diseases had been passed. She made a whimpering sound.

"Meredith." Miranda looked at her stats before grabbing the intern's hand, "Can you hear me?" She continued after seeing a small shake of her head, "Okay." She sat down in a chair that was placed by Meredith's bedside, "You were brought in two days ago. Your rape kit was positive. But you don't have any STD's or STI's. – We really need your consent to give you the emergency contraceptive. It's already been 48 hours." She squeezed Meredith's hand tighter, wishing none of this had happened.

It took a few minutes, but finally Mer responded, "No." Her eyes were closed and she slowly shook her head back and forth.

"No what Meredith?"

"No emergency contraceptive." Her words were laced with sleep.

"Meredith you should really, really do this. How could you ever—"

"I can't be pregnant, I'm on the pill."

"You know it's a precaution. It would be best if you took it anyway."

"If I were to be," She took a deep breath, steadying her voice, "If I'm pregnant, then it could be," her voice broke and tears streamed down her face, "it could be Derek's." She used the back of her hand to wipe away her tears.

Miranda sighed, this was more complicated than she thought, "You, had…just come from his trailer?" She nodded her head.

Meredith nodded, unable to speak without sobbing.

"You know it would be late in your first trimester before we could to DNA testing."

She nodded again, "Where is he? –Where's Derek?" Meredith knew it was bad, Bailey wasn't answering. "Can I be alone—please?"

Bailey nodded and squeezed her hand one more time before leaving the room.

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As soon as she saw him she, figuratively, marched up to him.

"Where the hell have you been?!" Cristina demanded.

"Dr. Yang," He started, "I had the past two days off."

"And you couldn't answer one damn call! She could have died." Her eyes started watering, and she knew she had to leave, before she started crying.

Derek didn't know what to think.

"Derek, something happened. I think you should sit down." Bailey was there. He nodded and sat down. "She was brought in 2 days ago Derek. Her rape kit was positive. And she refuses to take an emergency contraceptive."

"I…what…she—"

"She was raped. And she's fine, physically. But, you're the only one who can talk some sense into her. We've all tried. She refuses. And her 72 hours are going to be up soon."

"I, uh…I don't know what to say to her. I was mad at her. She left. She's probably still mad at me." He took a deep breath and ran his hands through his hair. What had happened?

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Okay, chapter 1. Is it any good? I love reviews. I didn't plan to post this until I finished it, but I wanted to know if it was good before I wrote my heart out. Please review. It will make my day. And my days have been pretty shitty lately.