A/N Hmm...my first Robbie/Kim story so far. I've decided to take a short break from Ray/Lily to see if I'm able to write other pairings. I heard this song on the radio and it reminded me of this pairing. If it doesn't make sense then that's okay but if it does then reviews are welcome.

Disclaimer: I don't own this song. It's owned by three doors down although I doubt they'd sue me seeing as they probably don't even go on this site...

How could I have brought this pain on myself? Another one of the many questions I'd been asking myself since that night, one of the many I didn't have an answer to. I wished I could kiss her again and apologize but I knew that the neccesairy lies would be make it ten times more painful if they were discovered.

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

I know I probably don't deserve her. Even though we always fought we always knew that we'd get over it, that we'd kiss and make up as cliché as that sounds. I miss her smile and her laugh. It's like a virus, I can't stop thinking about her even though I know I should move.

At first it seemed like it was all a bad dream, as if I'd wake up and realize that it had just been another stupid argument. But as the go by with her ignoring me in the hallways I've come to realize that it's real. Way too real.

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

Chorus
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I know she loved me but I couldn't show her that other side of me. The side of me that was Question Mark. I wasn't ready for her. I couldn't be honest with her and I know how much that can hurt a relationship, how it hurt our relationship.

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

Now all I can do is hope that she can move on, that I didn't cause her as much pain as I was forced to cause myself. I hope she finds someone who can be honest with her. Someone who understands her and won't hurt her.

Chorus
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

No matter how what happens I know that she'll always have a piece of me. I part of me that nobody else will know. A part of me will always love her but I guess the trick is to polish the edges of that broken part of my hart until they are only smooth and not sharp and painful.

Chorus
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

and you me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know who I am
and you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know me

A/N So now that that's out of my system...lol. Like I said reviews are always welcome. Constructive criticism and suggestions are the only way to build my writing skills so if you don't like it contribute to making me better! lol Anyways hoped you enjoyed my attempt at Robbie/Kim pairing and I hope the people who didn't won't come after me with flames. heehee.

Keeley