Summary

This is my first fanfiction, and is about when Edward first comes back from Italy.

I don't own any of the Characters they belong to Stephenie Meyer the author of Twilight., This is my first Fanfiction so let me know what you think and I will write lots more for this story and other ones.

Chapter 1

I woke up with tears streaming down my face and I felt around the bed with my hand until I gave up and said "Edward" through my tears. "I'm right here, what's wrong Bella?" he asked.

I sighed with relief, "I had a nightmare" was my reply, I didn't specify which one because ever since Edward had come back I had been having abandonment dreams and I knew it tore Edward apart on the inside to see what he had done to me, is how he put it. Of course I knew that he had, thought he had to leave to save me, and vampires leaving would have helped anyone less mental, but every time I explained this to him, all he aid was "I should never had left you" and then a pained expression played across his face.

"What dream?" he asked already knowing.

I didn't reply he already knew the answer so I drew myself closer to him and nuzzled my head into his chest; he simply wrapped his arms around me and held me. I fell asleep in his arms after a while, and when I woke up. Edward was gone but there was a note next to my head saying I'm downstairs, I felt relief wash over me. I was headed down the stairs but Edward had come into my room, and cradled me against is chest. We sat on the edge of the bed for who knows how long, and then my stomach grumbled. "Time for breakfast" he said.

We walked down the stairs and at the end I saw a table laid out for breakfast. I stole a quick glance at Edward, and before I knew what had happened I lost my balance and the floor started coming towards my face. Edward was there and caught me before I hit my head. He picked me up sat me in my seat and gave me a kiss on my forehead. Then he showed me what he had made.

"Scramble eggs" he said with a shrug.

"Looks good" I said and smiled, but Edward didn't smile back he just came over and served me then sat down across from me. "What's wrong Edward?"

" Are the eggs good?" he said with a smile, but it didn't touch his eyes. I could tell he was avoiding my question.

" They are excellent."

"Good" he said and then his smile disappeared.

"If this is about last night Edward…"

"Don't you dare say it's not my fault, because it was and I don't know what to do, that can make it better." He buried his head into his hands. I stood up and sat in his lap.

" You can stay," I said

"I promise" was his reply. Then he lifted his head, and I leaned in to kiss him.

"What are we going to do today?" he said as he pulled away far to soon.

"I'm not sure, but how about today is just us" I said.

"That sounds good, today will be just for us." He said and then smiled my favorite crooked smile. I had to look away but I couldn't I got mesmerized within his eyes.

After I finished my eggs, I walked upstairs and got ready for the day, I put on a pair of jeans and my blue top that Edward seemed to like so much. I looked outside to see what the weather was like and it was pouring rain of course. "Ugh" I said.

Edward was at my side "What's the matter my love?" he asked with an anxious look.

"It's raining" I mumbled, and Edward chuckled.

"Are you ready then?" he asked with an eager look on his face.

"Yes." I said cautiously. "What are we doing?" I asked knowing I didn't want to know the answer.

"You'll see." He said with a grin that dazzled me, and made me think today was not going to be what I had planned on, but what did I expect.

Please review I want to know your personal opinion so let me know if you have any ideas or suggestions. Did you love it, hate it? I'm not Edward so you have to review to know what you think.