***hehe this is a little bit messed up, but deal with it. Haha! ok enjoy. Oh, yea and credit to J.K Rowling and Mariah Carey for wonderful characters and lyrics. (p.s. the song i used is called "Breakdown" in the CD Butterfly.***
Heartbreaker
Ginny was crying in her room, gently wiping her tears away she smiled. She didn't need Harry Potter. All she needed was her friends, who would keep her strong and not let her think about Harry. After she thought that she started to cry again. Harry Potter was so wonderful and she didn't want to lose him. She wiped away her tears and began to sing:
"You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was OK
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me."
Ginny stopped singing and started to breakdown and cry again. Harry Potter was so special to her. The moment she ever set her eyes on Harry Potter's emerald green eyes and messy dark brown hair, she fell in love with him. But just the other day, Harry told Ginny that he only liked her as a friend and would like it that way. Ginny smiled at Harry and walked away, laughed when her friends made fun of Harry, but when she went back to her room she cried.
"Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise till I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry."
Ginny knew that she had to get over Harry sooner or later, but couldn't suffer that pain she was feeling at that moment. She had so much love for Harry and he didn't understand. Everyone took Ginny's feelings as a joke, but she wasn't joking. She loved Harry. She whispered to herself,"I will survive." She began to sing quietly to herself again:
"So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away."