Like I said: This is my second fan fiction! I dont think Victoria gets a lot of credit. The idea just came to me out of the blue.

Disclaimer: I own nothing!!

Prologue: This is what I remembered

The Seattle sky-line is beautiful this time of year, though I wouldn't have noticed. I only had one goal in mind, I couldn't see past anything else. All I saw was her face, the reason for my existence for the past year and a half. She was the reason that my love was gone, never to come back. I warned him that this would happen, but he wouldn't listen to me, he never did and he never will again.

I was gripping the iron rail so tightly that it snapped like a twig under my touch. I was not used to living in 'civilization' if that's what you want to call this place. The truth is that the human race was corrupt and lacked morals. It was the same dog-eat-dog world that it is in the wild. I heard the door open and close but I didn't acknowledge who it was.

"I have recruited more my love." Riley whispered softly in my ear. His attempts to make me his own was really starting to drag, I don't know if I could love anyone anymore.

What's the harm? A familiar voice asked. I mean, its not like I can do anything to stop it, right?

I pushed his voice away by growling softly. Riley misinterpereted, he thought that I was responding to him, not James' anoying voice. If he didn't quit, I was going to slug him where it hurts.

"We have too much to do." I whispered, for some reason we were both talking in whispers. We were alone up here, Riley had stollen his mothers credit card while he was fleshing out his aliby. He was special, not only as the first human that I didn't kill, but that he didn't act like all the other craized newborns that I had met and killed, all apart of James's plan. Why does everything have to remind me of James?!?

Riley's family thought that he was going to some prestegious school for briliant minds. A part of me felt sorry for crushing a young adolecent boy's dreams, but she was a small part. The bigger part of me just saw me inching closer to what I wanted, the destruction of his happienes and existance.

It didn't even matter that she was human, I would have crushed her anyway even if she was a vampire, besides, its easier to kill a human than it is a vampire, all you have to do is stop their heart. Something even vampire venom can't cure.

"Maybe your right." Riley started to agree with me but then changed his mind. "But we still have some free time."

I knew what he was talking about but I felt like I owed something to the man that I had loved ever since I was four.

"Riley, you're eighteen years old." I said seriously. "Wait four years and then we'll talk." I smiled. Physically, I was twenty-two years old, mentaly…. I honestly didn't know. Age had become this big blur to me. I was always learning, always exploring. It was something I always did with James, something that I would never do again. "Leave me be Riley. I need time alone to think."

"What do you want me to do?"

"Go train the newborns and stop them from killing each other!" I suggested angrily. "I am getting tired of having to create more."

He left me to brood over memories that I didn't want to revisit. I laid down on the bed and put the pillow over my face, which was stupid because I couldn't suffocate myself.

I sat there for a minute thinking about the 'good old days'. Back before we had ever met Laurant. Back when it was just James and I, even back before we were vampires. Just him and me.

Those memories would have made me laugh and cry. But this body couldn't support tears now and I didn't feel like laughing anymore. I just let the memories wash over me in waves of slow and painful torture.

Very short, I know! But if there smaller, I can update more often! :D