A small ChrisxDan drabble. Enjoy.

He never listens to me. I mean, sure he listens when I tell him to help me get revenge on something. But not when it comes to important, life threatening things.

Like marriage.

He thinks he loves Elise so much. I don't get what he sees in her. Ever since he first started going out with her, he's spent less time with me and more time with her! What kind of person does that?! And now that he's getting married, I probably won't even exist to him.

"Hey, Dan. I just got off the phone with Elise. She said we could throw a bachelor party as long as it's not too rowdy." I look up and see him walking toward me on the couch. He's smiling slightly, lifting my spirits only a little.

"The witch letting you have fun? What a rare occasion this is." Like I said. Only a little. Chris sighs and sits on the couch next to me, putting an arm over the backrest behind me. I unconsciously lean a little closer to him.

"What don't you like about her, Dan? I've been with her for five years. More than long enough for you to get used to her." We've had this conversation so many times. I lost track. I honestly don't know the answer to the question. I've always avoided it. She's really nice as a person. Nice in every aspect of the word. Though she'd be nicer if I was less of a jerk. But aside from that, nothing's wrong with her.

"Nevermin-" I'm about to get up but Chris grabs my wrist.

"You always do that! If there's something that I need to know, then tell me!" His voice is hard. I don't think I've ever seen him like this. "Please, Dan. You're my best friend and I don't want to lose you over failure to communicate." He brings his voice down a little.

"That's exactly the problem. I'm your best friend." I say lowly. "And it's always gonna stay like that." I pull my hand away and leave out the front door to walk to my apartment. I don't look back because I don't want to see the look of realization and disgust that I know will be on his face.

Honestly, I've never admitted to myself that I like Chris like that. It's the first time I've ever acknowledged that fact head on. I feel better, knowing this. But at the same time, I feel like the whole world is falling down all around me, as cliche as that sounds.

Chris is repulsed. I just know it. He loves Elise and as much as I hate that, as much as it burns my insides every time I think of it, it will always stay that way.

We've been friends since middle school. Ever since we met we've been inseparable Maybe it's because of all of the time we've spent together that I like him. All of the times we had getting revenge on things. Maybe.

I make it to my apartment building and climb up the stairs, going through my door. Mr. Mumbles meows at me and I pick her up.

"Hey, girl." I look into her huge eyes and smile. "Come on. Lets take a nap." I walk to the bedroom and lay down on the really uncomfortable bed, placing Mr. Mumbles on my chest.

Then I hear the door open.

"Dan?" It's Chris. I turn toward the wall, intent on ignoring him. "Dan, please talk to me." He's in my room now. His footsteps are quit as he makes his way to the bed to sit down.

"Dammit, Dan." He takes a breath. "I love you. I really do. I just... I don't want something to happen to the friendship that we have." He grabs my hand and I turn around.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Why didn't you tell me?" I sit up and look in his eyes before looking down at our still joined hands.

"So you're still gonna marry her?" He rubs his thumb over my hand.

"Yes." I look back at him and put my other hand on his face.

"Can you stay here, tonight? All I want is... All I want is just one night with you. One night before I can't have you." He smiles and leans down, kissing me so softly, I hardly feel it.

"Yes."

This is actually kind of sad. I literally shed a tear when I finished writing this.

R&R PLZ