His grave.

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Hi everyone! I am back with a new fanfic-which isn't a poem and I hope you enjoy it. This time this is my first-not my own song, song fic (it will only be in chapter 1 thought)

Disclaimer-I don't own Big Hero 6/the characters/the song Immortals by fall out boys.

But this is my fanfic so yeah! And imaging Immortals the song in a sad

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Hiro's POV

Today is exactly one whole week without Tadashi and also for me, one week of depression and cutting.

I know I was dying to get into 'Nerd school' but now it's different. I can't bear to even think about it, it just reminds me of sadness and loss.

Today I am planning to see his grave and all I know for sure is that I don't want Aunt Cass to find out. I know my depression is already showing, but I don't want her to find out about my cuts. I just want to visit him alone.

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Dear Tadashi,

i… I don't know what to say but I want to find a way where
we could see and be together. I really need you bro.

'I try to picture me without you but I can't….'

I want to see you in the havens, in the clouds above me, please,
Tadashi.

'Cause we could be immortals…'

I can join you Tadashi. But I know what you would say, I need
to stay, with Aunt Cass and your 'nerd friends'.

'I'm still comparing your past to my future...'

I want to make things right, because everywhere I know, they
only know Tadashi-you. I want it for them, but I try so hard,
everybody hates me.

But I am grateful for your help, with me getting over betting,
and bot fighting... even though I did get and win a lot of cash

'I am the sand in the bottom half of the hour glass…'

You know. Only time will tell Tadashi.

'And live with me forever now, pull the blackout curtains down…'

I wish it was…

Hiro…

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(AN, I know that's not the sequence it goes in but I just wanted to write it that way.)

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I rolled it up and shoved it in my pocket. Then I hear Aunt Cass call for dinner. I don't come down. I just sit in my chair fiddling with my Mega bot and sigh.

After a little while Aunt Cass comes up. "Hiro?" "Go-go, Honey, Wasabi and Fred popped by today and wanted to ask how you're doing…"

"Ok" I reply back, blandly, still staring and fiddling with my bot.

Aunt Cass sighed and popped my favourite bento box down on the table. And she took away the untouched plate before. I sigh. Tempura prawns, baby octopus with vegetables, rice and miso soup with sea-weed, tofu and a bit of soba noddle just the way I like it… but I don't want or feel like eating.

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A few hours later Aunt Cass fell asleep on the couch. I sneak out with my letter and I am off to the cemetery.

The walk to the cemetery was a depressing, heartsick, dark and bitter. A few cars drive past but I am the only person walking, alone.

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So that's the 1st chapter! I hope you enjoyed it! I hope to post another chapter sooon!

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Thanks for reading!