Prologue

Dear Diary,

Im not suicidal.

Im not at a loose end.

Im not social.

Im not someone who would snap at someone.

Or someone who would hurt other people.

Im not the type who avoided everyone to be "invisible" or unseen.

I had friends.

Not many, but I had friends.

And Im never alone.

Ever.

Im just interested in death.

The way people die.

Their life stories.

Ghosts.

Life after death.

Heaven and hell.

I know, weird right? But it just gets to me.

I know ghosts are real.

Ive seen them.

I know they are there.

Weird thing is that im closer to ghosts than I am my friends.

My best friend is nick.

Hes a ghost.

I talk to him all the time.

Hes so sweet.

Hes charming.

And cute.

Were really close.

Ive always wondered how he died.

Why he died.

Why did such a beautiful boy die.

But he never tells me.

that's the only thing he doesn't tell me.

I think.

And I wanna know why.

Hes just so interesting.

So mysterious.

Hes the closet thing I have.

And I may just be in love with him.

Hes coming again tonight. And I cant wait. I best get ready xx

See you soon.

Love, Miley

Xxxxxxxxx