the consequences of planning without god would lead to a disaster in a persons life. you plan according to your own will and your own ways and now you may be wondering why nothing works out in your life. its because you leave God out. and whenever you dont consider putting god in mind in your planning you will not be able to get your plans to work in your life as this happens to most agnostics and atheists. now i am gonna talk about me but i am gonna not mention any names because anyone out there can read this. So here is the thing about it. i have always wanted a european male fuckbuddy and no matter what i say or try to do it doesnt happen and i have been waiting 25 years for this moment to take place. i dont want to be reincarnated into an african american female because that is not something thatll make me happy. i have a friend that i met at a psychosocial club back in spring 2017. i was very close to getting what i want so i was acting unlike my age, very childish and talking in a high pitched voice. so the dude i wanted dumped me and i was also close to getting what i wanted again last april but my friend from that social club had a guy that wanted to be my fuckbuddy show him my house but they didnt go in my house which left me devastated. for the past six months i have been struggling to get a fuckbuddy and now i have someone and now he is not the man of my dreams and i dont know what to do. because god if you dont help me you gotta do it in all the way god get it in god you gotta help me! god please i dont want to be reborn as a black girl. god if you dont help me then i will just give up on my life get reborn into that black lady and keep getting reborn billions of times until i reach nirvana stop the process of rebirth and go to heaven and get granted by god eternal life. but i will not go to heaven if i dont outlive 25 plus years after ralph fiennes death or 25 plus years having sex with the man of my dreams because there is no repentance from the grave. but god! i dont want to be a black girl in the next life which means it will take trillions of years of reincarnating until i get what i have always wanted and its bothering me and theres nothing i can say or do that will change it. but god im so sick and tired of waiting to get what i want and nothing is happening god. god if you dont want this for me if its not your will then i will have to wait until i get reborn into a black female because i dont have a say in that matter. but ralph fiennes cant keep you out of heaven and i disagree. well i have a problem but augustine katz has some nerve to verbally and emotionally provoke me by saying that ralph fiennes will live forever and that the undertaker will retire tonight as soon as wwe cuts on air.