A/N:Hey Readers, Ok I'm writing this because I'm a major Buffy/Spike fan.
They are the bestest couple in the world! Lol they just need to realize
that! This takes place the day after Once More, With Feeling, the musical.
The story is just gonna be like.lost scenes. Lol well tell me what you
think! R&R!! (POV: Buffy and Spike: ** this means Buffy and * this means
Spikey)
Tainted Love
Chapter 1
**Buffy sat down on the side of her bed and sighed. I did NOT kiss Spike last night, she told herself. But the truth was she had. What in the world came over me, she wondered, brushing her hair out of her eyes. He's the enemy! A vampire! A bad vampire! But.there was just something in his voice last night when he sang. Something so sincere.so believable and trusting. "I died so many years ago, but you can make me feel, like it isn't so. Why you come to be with me, I think I finally know. Your scared. Ashamed of what you feel.you can't tell the ones you love, you know they couldn't deal. To whisper in a dead mans ear, it doesn't make it real. That's great, but I don't wanna play. Cuz' bein with you touches me, more then I can say. But since I'm only dead to you, Im sayin' stay away, so let me rest in peace." Wow. His words were so incredibly true. She couldn't allow herself to feel for Spike in anyway but hate. She could never admit to Willow, Xander, Anya, even Giles about her feelings for him.even herself. She wiped at her eyes and fell back on her pillows, imagining the feel of Spike's soft lips gently brushing hers.the feel of his arms around her.his ice blue eyes, pleading with her to give him a chance.it was all to much. She couldn't take it any longer. I need him, she thought, cringing at her own fantasies. But I can't let us get any farther, she told herself. For the only body heat coming from their embrace had been hers.**
*Spike flopped down on a chair in his crypt. He'd just gotten back from a nice stroll through the sewers and was practically falling over he was so tired. He closed his eyes, allowing last night's previous events to come back to him. Buffy.nough' said. She was so amazing.I can't believe I sang to her, he thought to himself, cursing lightly under his breath. You stupid git you made a bloody fool of yourself in front of her, he thought, blushing. But oh how true it was. Maybe I didn't do so bad, he thought chuckling to himself. After all she did kiss me. But their lip contact had been brief, for Buffy still had some major denial issues to work through. Even though he loved her, he still knew their love was forbidden. She was the Slayer, he was a vampire. You weren't even supposed to question that. But something told him it was worth the chance. Hell, he was even ready to risk the chunk of heart he did have for her.even though it was cold, dead, and didn't beat.*
A/N:I know that's really short but let me know what you think and I'll finish it! (
Tainted Love
Chapter 1
**Buffy sat down on the side of her bed and sighed. I did NOT kiss Spike last night, she told herself. But the truth was she had. What in the world came over me, she wondered, brushing her hair out of her eyes. He's the enemy! A vampire! A bad vampire! But.there was just something in his voice last night when he sang. Something so sincere.so believable and trusting. "I died so many years ago, but you can make me feel, like it isn't so. Why you come to be with me, I think I finally know. Your scared. Ashamed of what you feel.you can't tell the ones you love, you know they couldn't deal. To whisper in a dead mans ear, it doesn't make it real. That's great, but I don't wanna play. Cuz' bein with you touches me, more then I can say. But since I'm only dead to you, Im sayin' stay away, so let me rest in peace." Wow. His words were so incredibly true. She couldn't allow herself to feel for Spike in anyway but hate. She could never admit to Willow, Xander, Anya, even Giles about her feelings for him.even herself. She wiped at her eyes and fell back on her pillows, imagining the feel of Spike's soft lips gently brushing hers.the feel of his arms around her.his ice blue eyes, pleading with her to give him a chance.it was all to much. She couldn't take it any longer. I need him, she thought, cringing at her own fantasies. But I can't let us get any farther, she told herself. For the only body heat coming from their embrace had been hers.**
*Spike flopped down on a chair in his crypt. He'd just gotten back from a nice stroll through the sewers and was practically falling over he was so tired. He closed his eyes, allowing last night's previous events to come back to him. Buffy.nough' said. She was so amazing.I can't believe I sang to her, he thought to himself, cursing lightly under his breath. You stupid git you made a bloody fool of yourself in front of her, he thought, blushing. But oh how true it was. Maybe I didn't do so bad, he thought chuckling to himself. After all she did kiss me. But their lip contact had been brief, for Buffy still had some major denial issues to work through. Even though he loved her, he still knew their love was forbidden. She was the Slayer, he was a vampire. You weren't even supposed to question that. But something told him it was worth the chance. Hell, he was even ready to risk the chunk of heart he did have for her.even though it was cold, dead, and didn't beat.*
A/N:I know that's really short but let me know what you think and I'll finish it! (