Why don't you love me back?
Len's p.o.v.
I love you. Why can't you see that? I watch as you cheerfully eat your ice cream, not even noticing me.
Does ice cream mean more to you then me? Will it help you with your problems? Will it hold you when you cry? No. That is saved for not-impotent-enough-Len. I could feel tears start to fall. The rest of the family is either looking at me or you.
They know. They know how much I love you. Why can't you see? I sniffle and push myself up.
"I'll be in my room." I growled. You don't even notice my red cheeks and the tears streaming down my face. Everyone else does. Our family notices my pain. "You jerk." I whisper as I slam my door shut. I throw myself onto my bed. I hope that I fall asleep before you come in. Why did we have to share a room? I sniffle and close my eyes.
I wake as you come in. You walk over to my bed and shake me slightly.
"Are you okay?" You ask. "Get the hell away from me." I tell you. You look hurt. But I don't care. It's all your fault, anyway. You get up and change. I watch between the covers. I can't help it. You are just so beautiful. You get into your bed. You look at me one more time before closing your eyes.
Tears are running down my face. I want you to see. I want you to stay away. I curl into a ball and put my hands over my mouth. I don't want to make any noise. I don't want to draw attention. I finally manage to sleep.
When I wake up, you are still sleeping. It hurts how cute you are.
I get up and change, then walk downstairs. I am thinking of you the whole time. I can't stop myself. I am torn. I want to love you. I want to hate you. What do I do? Nothing. Nothing nothing nothing nothing. You like someone else, don't you?
My other half. Rin. Why do you like her so much? Why can't you like me?
You walk downstairs, oblivious of my feelings. You eat your ice cream, then walk over to me. You wonder if I can talk with you in our room. I nod and tell you that I'll meet you there.
I finish my banana, then walk over to my room. I walk in and close the door behind me. You are sitting on you bed and look hopefully at me. I walk over and sit next to you.
I ask you what you want to talk to me about. You want my advice for a girl because I know her so well, so I should be able to help you. I ask who she is. Rin, you tells me. You call my name as I stare into nothing. Tears streak down my face.
I slap away your hand that tries to wipe away my tears. You look at me in shock.
I grab your scarf and yank until your lips are against mine. You taste wonderful. I want to be with you. I love you. Why can't you see that?
You push away from me. You are gasping. I jump up.
"I hate you Kaito!" I scream and run away.
You are still sitting there in shock. I run out of the house, tears flowing and ignoring all of the stares. I didn't stop until I get to Gakupo's house. No one would think of me being here. I knock until he opens the door. He tells me that I can stay for a while.
Um... Yeah. The story is about Kaito x Len, it's just very confusing so far. I will have the second part up soon. It will be in Kaito's p.o.v. next time. I'm sorry about the short sentences, but they made it sound better. (and Len was hysterical half the story, so yeah) I also have Len say 'you' instead of the normal 'he, him, Kaito' for a slight reason. Len really doesn't want to use 'Kaito' because it might cause him pain. Just to try to clarify everything. Thank you for reading!