Tonys POV
The End.
Usually a story starts with once apon a time or in a land far far away,but this story is starts right at home and the end is only the beggining.
I was sitting at my desk staring at a photo of someone very had been one year since Kate was Taken from me by
understood my pain I just felt lifeless,hopless,defencless and most of all well that was it I just didnt know how I your heart pumpes blood around your your heart holds all close to you,Scientificly my heart was it was shatterd broken in half and it could never be glued back together because when Kate was Killed she was holding on to half of my fragile heart.
has been one year since I jave seen last contact was wen i helped her up off the ground ,my last sight of Kate when she fell to the only things that came again and again were the tears and the back I have many memories of Kate I saw her team never understood and they would always say 'I know what you meen because when my . . .' They didn't because if they did they would never laugh or smile they would sit in despare for hours until someone made contact.
It's summer now although it doesnt feel like it it feels like a weekend and summer hasn't happend is moveng so fast I wish it could stop just for a second and faith would let me see her bit that sort of stuff only happens in fairytails all the happy endengs in books are just a all no that life is FAR from beutiful little Katie I would give my life just to be with her for one more minuite,she probably doesnt even think i will remember her,that she is is just a memorie in my counsionce,loked in a box I might never is wrong Its just not fare those horrible people who end up happy?Why now?Why me?Why?
Does everyone lose there meaning for life or am I just being picked on by a cruel god.
I saw Ari I swear it was him the pain is so much worse now.I feel my heart hurting I know it is just in my head but my heart is cauing me so much pain I can't begin to explain wanting Kate back so bad do I just give up?If it's worth having it's worth fighting worth having her but if she had the chance would she come back ?Thats all I have been asking but I missed something what if she prefers it up there ?What if she thinks I dont want her back?
I JUST DONT KNOW WHY? WHY DOES IT HURT IF SHE WILL NEVER KNOW MY PAIN? IS IT BETTER THAT WAY? I DONT KNOW. I just dont know. Was Kateever ment to be is this a sick dream am I alone am I dead and this is hell.I want her.I NEED HER KATE I NEED YOU PLEASE DONT DO THIS I NEED trying but I cant do anything im just one person I need the love of my life back please.
I miss her I have a feeling she is happy I swear I heard her laughing downstairs but when I went down my apartment was empty
again. . .