Disclaimer: I own nothing because even in death we own nothing so nothing will change that.

Have you ever heard the quote "A man is at his strongest when he is alone" Well who ever said that they need to know that is a lie.

I soon realize this when I met the man who will change my life and make me think how great and powerful I truly am. No one ever pays much attention to me since at the time I was the lone wolf. If you even glared my way you better have a reason or your world have just ended.

Oh how this man loved to challenge me he treated me as his equal never ending fight on who dominates who. When this man first came six years ago right off the bat my dimwit brother had a rival and I gained a partner for life. He never stop mention his name in every sentence he spoke but what started as annoying became what I hold dear to my heart. Nobody thought a girl like me could love but you got to admit to the saying "Love conquers all" without love we have no judgment still in our animal state and only thinking of ourselves.

You just got to love how the name Zim rolls on your tongue and when in anger is when he knows that just because I am shorter than him don't mean I am the lesser creature. It took some time but he learns I'm not just some gamer I am a hunter who watches her prey ready to pounce at any moment.

Back in elementary school people tend to misunderstand me thinking I some freaky goth girl who really short or dear I say it one of those moes from their manga they read so much. People don't get me or don't even try to well….. maybe I'm a bit scary I mean I can't help it I never want to be put off guard the only one who can do that is Gir. No one can predict his motives at one moment he is all cute and funny the next a hard cold killer ready for some action.

Nobody sees my pain and that's the way I like it I worked hard to obtain that but it is kind of hard when you have a stupid brother name Dib and a father who I only see on television but never in real life anymore. Some people think we are rich but we are poor since our father uses all his money on inventions which force us to work to keep things running and food in our bellies. Well I make Dib work since I prefer to spend my time beating every game. I am a stagiest and these games I play feed my mind.

Whenever I want to cheer up on my terrible life I could just go to Zim's house he doesn't know I am there or maybe he knows that at times I don't want to be bothered by even him. Gir cheers me up because someone else stupidity can make your day. I'm not that good sounding all sad and weak.

Don't let me bore you with my life in the past because things are about to change and this is only the beginning!

Diary sometimes I think you're my only friend in this world but don't think so much of yourself because there are more of you and I love seeing things being torched even if you're not real.

If anyone read this and it isn't me I will find you and hunt you down yeah I am talking to you I will have you suffering for years to come if I find out you even read this……

Gaz

Wow I never wrote that much in my life but it felt so good sometimes video games can't give you things but writing about the past sure felt well.

"I'll write to you soon if I get the chance stay hidden from wondering eyes"

I place it in the wall. How you may think I done it with some technology I stole from Zim's lab. His password so easy "ZIM IS ALMIGHTY" please he should really change it. I'm surprised that Dib never figure it out since he claims he is smarter than an alien.

Now I must head to the first day of Hi Skool the place we must learn more about our future but if you haven't notice I am smarter than most people. Nobody knows since I'm always with my game slave only break I am away from it is when I train my body since the game slave only trains mental, when it comes to cleaning myself, food, sleep, and giving my brother his dose of pain.

"Come on Gaz I can't make the bus wait longer," Dib said.

"Alright I'm coming let me grab my lunch so we can go."

"If you didn't hog the shower and took so long we will be in school early instead of having the bus wait for us this morning," Dib said.

"Do not start this Dib I ensure you that we don't want to make me angry so early in the day," I stated.

At this point I can hear my brother whimpering at the thought of me hurting him yet again.

"…Sorry Gaz you know I didn't mean that we cool right," Dib whisper.

"Hmmmm yeah we are cool for now as you better make sure this doesn't happen again today or you will pay." I glared at him.

"I understand got it," Dib said with a little gulp at the end.

We arrived on the bus for the dreadful day well only just us since we are the freshmen the only older kid is Dib since he is a sophomore just like Zim, but he doesn't take the bus since he is to good for it. I heard what they do to the freshmen but it is even worse if you're a guy because you have to get a happy welcome to the skool. Bring out the pain now this would be funny watching guys getting beat on the ass with sticks, but the girls had to get approval from the upperclassmen if you don't pass your life will end just like that you will be known as the outsider.

The only girl who had been called that was Tak and my brother couldn't make his reputation any lower by hanging out with her. I heard that Zim is the populist guy in school but I wonder how because I haven't seen him in a year due to my brother not letting me see him saying that he changed so much and it will shock me for life. Well like I said to my dairy of the past things are going to change and now I must see them. Nobody gonna hold me back on what is going to happen will happen and I can't change it now because we can't go back only forward.

Now it is my turn to go off the bus onto my fate that is waiting for me. Hopefully things go well I really don't want to end up like Tak wish me luck whoever out there because God sure is not going to do me that favor.