Find My Lost Heart…
Chapter One: Don't let go of this hand….
A little boy with butt length blonde hair stared up at the huge building, Easter blinked on it's sign and he stared. The world around him revolved but it made no difference to him, his eyes were dark with no pupils. He was like a puppet, but seemed so real the boy was like a small doll being controlled by some unknown force. He blinked blankly, and felt a pull on the string that connected him to his master. The boy turned his head and lifted his head to meet the moon, and blinked as the lunar moon stared down at him with sympathy. He tilted his head, and started to walk his feet only making echoing sounds against the concrete.
Pitter….
Patter…
Pop…
The sounds resounded in his ears, and he calmly moved his hands up to his ears and covered them. He tried to make the sound in his ears seem like nothing but a resounding dream. But it sounded to real to erase, and it pained him to actually feel the realistic value of the situation. He gazed at his hands, this boy whoever he was….was not real. He was but he was being controlled making him only a puppet, a being without a true soul or purpose. Destined to die a unholy death, and live a life in the pits of hell only to float without bond. The boy sighed, and ran a hand through his hair, and stepped forward.
Ring…
Ring….
Ring…
RING….
The ringing in the boy's ears got louder and louder and his eyes began to darken losing the light in them. His body began to turn cold, and he covered his mouth trying to regain the last of his true self. The colors around him turned grey, and a dark voice sounded in his mind, as he tried to push out the memories. Did you really think you could escape me? His breath froze and he stood there in the middle of the street, the street lamps shining down on him, the people around him ignoring him and walking as if he was nothing. His breath was caught, and he couldn't move, his eyes flickered but showed nothing in the real world.
Ring…
Ring…
Ring…
RING…
RIIIING…
The ringing was unbearable, the boy felt like breaking down but he couldn't all he could do was cover his ears and wish for it to end. His eyes began to fill with water, but his outside self stood stock still, with tears coming down his face. The boy inside his heart was trapped, with no way to get out. He was a puppet being controlled for one man's personal game, and he hated it to the pits of hell. He desperately sought for his freedom, for his release but found no loop holes and no way out. How was he going to survive, who would he turn too? He only wanted her to help him to hold him when he was feeling down. The tears came down faster, hitting the concrete like bricks and the boy fell to his knees inside his heart.
Ring..
Ring..
Ring…
Ring….
RIIIIIIIIING……..
The unbearable ringing, he covered his ears desperately he wanted to call out her name and he bit his lip and yelled to the heavens.
AMU!