First of none of this is mine don't own the charters or the songs. The song is bleed for me by saliva
just a small up date correct some spelling mistakes.
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Rogue went and turned on her CD player and closed her eyes open her eyes. As the music washed over her , tears slow started to fall form her eyes.
All I ever wanted was to be at your service
But now I'm alone cause you were here and you're gone
And all I ever wanted was to feel I had a purpose
But now that's all gone
But if you could give me
Rogue wills her body to get up and move to start her training and push past her pain and here memories of what she lost.
Closing Focusing she brought all the different fight styles she absorbed from people to the front of her mind. Bring the skills of Logan forward Rogue starts a Karate kata
Just one love, just one life
Just once chance to believe in my..
Just one love, just one life
Moving quickly and gracefully around the mat with sharp, crisp punches and kicks into the area. Trying to lose here self in the detail of each step, her memories would not let her go creeping at the edge of her mind. With a scream of anger she miss times one of her kicks and falls to the ground. Logan's personally coming closer to the surface.
You bleed for me and I didn't get to notice you
Now I'm stuck out on a line
Bleed for me, I didn't get to be with you
Now you're stuck in my mind
Punching the mat in anger, Rogue slow picked her self up pushing down Logan's mind and took a few minutes to suppress the raging anger in her. and slow made her way over to the punch bag. Taking deep breath Rogue started to punch the bag as she started to mix up her combos, memories form both Scot and Lance's boxing class at school come rushing forward guide her actions.
All I ever wanted was to be what you needed
Cause something so strong, it could never be wrong
And all I can promise, is to say what I'm feeling
We've made it so long
But if you could give me
As Rogue carried on her routine the music started to cut into her dig up more memories and bring more feelings of loss and grief Rogue Couldn't bring her self to turn of the song, so she laid in to the bag, trying to ignore the words. Letting her pain and anger driving her on pushing to keep going.
Just one love, just one life
Just once chance to believe in my..
Just one love, just one life
Rogue collapsed against the punches bag as the last of her will drained away. Tears slow poured down her faces as the memories came flow over whelmed her. Sliding down to the floor she curled up into a ball as the tears started to flow freely.
Logan walked in and looked at Rogue on the floor not know what to say or do, he gently picked her up and carried he to back to her room. A few of the others tried to find out what was going on with Rogue but low grow from Logan maid them go away. Logan gently laid her on the bed and went to leave.
You bleed for me and I didn't get to notice you
Now I'm stuck out on a line
Bleed for me, I didn't get to be with you
Now you're stuck in my mind
Rogue feel need talk said the word "why?" Logan quick turned around and gave her a question look. "Why did he die?"
Just one love in my life
Logan sat on the bed next to Rogue and looked at wall before speaking. "I don't know kid all I new is that he loved you in away that wouldn't, shouldn't have been possible for some one his age. Despite all the hurt and pain in his life he reached out to you". Put his arm on her shoulder he continued "And you meaning to or not touched him back, by just be you and some were along the line he fell love with you and your problem would have kicked my ass for this comment, but you love him back, not just a friend or big sister, as a women loves the a man, you didn't see a little, boy or a victim you saw the young man and you loved him even if you didn't know it." Turning to look at her, "But he didn't he saw it eyes even if you didn't and it gave him strength to chase away his Daemons and get closer to you." The closing his eyes "It was that love that allowed him to take fight way he did with out fear or thought to his own safety and when it came down to the wire and he had nothing left to give and all his strength gone he used the only thing he had left his love for you to drive him self on and used his only life as a weapon.
You bleed for me and I didn't get to notice you
Now I'm stuck out on a line
Bleed for me, I didn't get to be with you
Now you're stuck in my mind
Getting up Logan walked to the door he gave her one last looked "get some rest stripes you got a hard day tomorrow." With that he closed the door.
Just one love in my life
Just one love in my life
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Hope this is ok if you like I will do more as this chapter opens up the first few chapters that are going to be a prequel to this and then this chapter opens up the rest of the story.
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