Prologue

He stood there as breathtaking as ever, his arms folded across his chest. His blue eyes shadowed with anger and desperation. Cheeks flushed from the coldness of the winter weather. His dark hair was a mess and I wished to run my fingers through it despite my anger. How could he look so beautiful and so calm when I was a complete and utter mess. Even through the anger I felt towards him I could still feel the intense and passionate pull between us. I was desperate to kiss the lips that he licked upon. We had been standing there silent for the longest time without one word spoken. I would go insane if it wasn't broken.

"So what do we do now?" I managed to get out, my hands shaking at my sides.

"You know what we have to do Brie." he didn't even bother to connect his eyes with mine.

"Don't call me that." I spat. My throat burning from holding back a cry.

"I'm so-"

"Get out." I couldn't stand his presence any longer. I had enough.

"Please, Gabriella." He reached out for my face.

"Troy," I stepped away. "leave."

He let out a heavy sigh as I looked up and our eyes finally connected. I almost stumbled backwards as I caught a glimpse of pain in his blue eyes. Running fingers through his beautiful locks and nodding. He knew he had, that we had lost this fight. Nothing could pull us out of the darkness this time. Both of us knew it and it tore us apart, shattering us both into pieces.

"Goodbye Gabriella." Troy leaned in and kissed my cheek softly. Those lips burned my skin, the want and need for his touch was unbearable. I shut my eyes tightly and my breathing became uneven. Blinking away the tears that filled my eyes, looking up at him. This was it, the end.

"Goodbye Troy." I bit my bottom lip before I could get the chance to blurt out the one thing I've always been afraid to say. He turned his back to me and walked to the door, taking a look back. His eyes were cold and empty. It pained me to see him this way.. drained. Turning the doorknob and opening up the door, I felt the cool breeze sweep in. I shivered as I watched him put his hood on, leaving me and us behind. The closing of the door made me jump and I felt the tears start to flow. My knees gave out on me and they hit the carpeted floor. Everything we had was gone and I couldn't bring it back. He was gone and there was nothing I could do, but feel the agony of losing him.


I woke to find myself in the hospital. Looking to my wrist and noticing it was bandaged up. I hurt myself as I did many times before when my father had been around. This time I cut too deep and I remember thinking I didn't care whether I woke up or not. My mother was sitting in a chair in the corner of my room. She looked beautiful as she always does. Her rosy cheeks, long curled dark brown locks, thin figure and stylish wardrobe. I loved her dearly even though she hadn't been there for me much when I was a little one. I forgave her though because she was the only true family I had.

"Mom?" I coughed, it was hard to talk.

"Oh sweetie!" she rushed to my side. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah." I nodded.

"What happened Gabriella?" Her brown eyes spoke of worry and sadness.

I thought instantly back to earlier. Troy walking out the door and I shattered the minute after. My heart ached to think back. I kept back tears and my throat burned more so from keeping my cries silent again.

"Gabriella?" She clasped her hand over mine.

"He left," I looked up at her. "Troy left me."

"Oh baby." She hugged me and kissed the top of my head. I wrapped my arms around her wait, hugging her tightly never wanting to let go. I sobbed uncontrollably into her shirt.

We were the best of friends ever since I can remember. He was like the brother I never had, he was always there for me. Then he became something entirely more and at the time it seemed like a good decision. Turns out we were wrong. Dead wrong. We should have left it how it was then maybe it wouldn't hurt so bad. Maybe I'd still have my best friend.


Here's my new story (: I hope you like it. I've been thinking of this plot line for quite a while, I personally love it. This is only the prologue as you can see and chapter one will be out soon. If you tell me if I should continue or not of course. comments are appreciated. especially long or descriptive ones! lol

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