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"Yes dad I'm sure I'll be fine." Bella Swan sighed as she held her phone close to her ear and boarded the plane from Boston to Seattle. "You would think you'd feel better with me coming back to Washington I've been living in big cities for years I promise I can handle Seattle. I promise I'll be safe. "Dad listen I'm getting on the plane now so I have to hang up. Yes I love you too." With that she shut the phone off and slipped it into her carry-on bag. She chuckled slightly at her father's worrying. Here she was coming back to Washington and he was more anxious then when she'd moved to Boston.

She settled into her plane seat and took a deep breath. "Here I come." She sighed. She worried her lip. She hadn't been back in Washington since she was eighteen and left for Boston University. She would have left before that but she'd promised her father she'd finish school. It was hard though so hard to watch the man she loved married to another woman. Expecting a baby with another woman. Holding a baby he had made with another woman. She shook her head. No she wouldn't think about that. She couldn't think about that. She had to lock it away in the little box that had kept her sane for the last 4 years. She took a deep breath and let it out. But here she was going back to Washington back to her roots and back to the memories.

Why was she going back why was she torturing herself. Would he be around? She had hadn't asked her father if The Cullen's still lived in Forks and he never offered the information. As she looked out the window she let herself wonder back in her own memories.

She had been in love with Jasper Cullen since she was a little girl. Two years older than herself she'd always had a crush on him and he had seen her as a little sister for the longest time. Most people assumed that she would end up with Edward Cullen Jaspers younger brother. But it had always been Jasper for her and finally they had ended up together when she was a sophomore and he was senior. It had been the best year of her life. Filled with love and laugher Then it had all came crumbling down. He went away to school and broke her heart by splitting with her the day before he left Forks for California. He'd said it was for her own good that she'd heal that he loved her but didn't feel that they could maintain a long distance relationship and he wanted her to enjoy her time in High school. She had only wanted him. She shook herself back out of her memories she wouldn't think about how the story ended for it had ended in a way she wish she'd never had to live. He'd came come home after his freshman year. He'd gotten a girl pregnant and had felt he had to marry her. Charlotte had seemed sweet but Bella couldn't help but hate her. Hate her for having everything that Bella had wanted.

No matter how she tried she couldn't pull herself out of the memories she remembered sitting in the last pew of the Forks church as Jasper pledged to love Charlotte as Charlotte took the last name Cullen. She remember how only five months later a handsome little boy named Nathan had been born. She remembered. Smiling and congratulating Jasper and Charlotte and then just waited for the few months until she could graduate and head as far away from Forks as possible. Away from the memories of him. She shook her head one more time. she couldn't think like that. She wouldn't think like that. She was going back to Seattle because she wanted to be close to her father. She wanted family again. she had focused so hard in school that she hadn't even cared about making friends. Oh she'd had friends and she'd had boyfriends she'd even had a pretty serious boyfriend during her sophomore and Junior year but No matter how much she tried she couldn't give her whole heart to Riley and so she'd broken it off. He'd wanted to put a ring on her finger and she wasn't sure he was the one. Not that she really knew who the one was anymore.

As the plane landed on the tarmac she sat back and waited to be let off. As she came out of the airport she hailed a cab and gave them the address to the new house she'd rented. Paying the cab driver she pulled her baggage out and looked at the front door. "Well here goes nothing." She sighed. She let herself in with the key she had. She looked around the house. It was nice two bedrooms not to tiny it would do. She put her bags in the living room and pulled clothes out as she crawled into bed and set the alarm on her phone. She'd be starting her knew job in the morning. Her job as a High school English teacher. Her dream. The twilight enfolded her. As she closed her eyes and fought against the memories that tried to invade her mind once again.

A/N so this is my new story more will be explained later. Jasper will be introduced in the next chapter what has he been up to what is he doing now? Sorry this chapter is so back ground heavy but you need the background for the rest of the story.