This is just the start of the story so that's why you probably wont get anything of this chapter....and I don't got a summary jet...but in the next chapter it will be one...
Without you I'm nothing.
With you I'm happy. But right now I feel like nothing. I feel like an empty hole. On the outside nothing is shown. But inside I'm dying. Dying, because of the few reasons for living. Dying because of the lack of friends in my life. Dying because I don't have you anymore.
I just want to lay down and stop breathing. Stop existing. If I don't exist nobody will have to be with me. No one will have to live with me. No one will have to pretend that they love me. No one will ever miss me.
I've lost the reason why I'm alive. The reason why I should keep on breathing. Nothing can ever change that. I did love the reason so much that a life without it wouldn't be possible. A life without just that special person would worse then no life at al.
I know I made mistakes. Really bad ones. And there is no way that that person will take me back. No matter how hard I try. I can feel it. Yeah sure, we had our fights before. But this time it is different. I made a mistake. And maybe I did o many. I know I did them. I just don't know how to make them right.
I love you, that's one thing that you should know. Now that you know it I can finally lay down and stop breathing.
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Wanna know how it will end? Because I'm not sure I want know.