You reap what you sow
I had left the Gallagher walls at the beginning of summer break.
When I came back, things were different.
I lost my memories, as well as my friends and sort-of boyfriend.
They say that they lost me when I left.
That isn't true.
They lost me when I came back.
I guess it's my own fault that everyone treated me so warily or evilly. I left them first. Yet it still hurts to see everyone exclude me from their lives. Ever since I came back no one has treated me the same.
Bex is always away with Zach talking and laughing. I'm not sure if they are now an item or not though, can't be jumping to conclusions like the rest of them now can I? Liz spends most of her time working on some experiment or helping Macey catch up. Needless to say, they are all avoiding me.
When we are all in our room, they huddle in the corner farthest from me. I can no longer sit with them during meals since there are no longer any available seats.
My mum tries to talk to me but is always busy running the school. I wish I could tell my former friends everything like I did before, I try to, but it won't work. So that's how I ended up in a sound-proofed room by myself screaming my head off alone.
I remembered my summer.
I am no longer needed nor wanted here at Gallagher, plus I have my mission to complete. I've been doing extra training during my month back, it's all to help me for when I leave again, which will be tonight. The old happy and carefree Cammie is long gone, just like her friends.
I am her replacement.
My duffle bag is packed with the essentials I will need for my mission. The other occupants of my room will probably be annoyed that I took some money and equipment but oh well. It's not like I will be coming back to see them any time soon. After a quick trip to the weaponry I am all set to leave with the exception of one thing.
I gently leave a card on each of the girls' beds then head out to my new life.
The one where the Circle does not exist and neither does Cameron Ann Morgan.