Always have always will:

Plot: Blair tells Nate that she's leaving him to be with Chuck.

Couples: Blair/Nate. Blair/Chuck.

Summary: Serena took the sheets of paper out of Nate's hands. "Nate" she began staring at the papers. "Blair's been living with Chuck and their baby for over a year, you can't be that surprised that she wants a divorce". Nate stared at her and slowly nodded. "I Know" he replied.

*I OWN NOTHING EXCEPT THE STORY ALL CHARACTERS BELONG TO THEIR CREATORS/OWNERS*

A/N: So I decided to write this because it just popped into my over imaginative mind lol J don't forget to review xoxo Beth xxxx


Serena took the sheets of paper out of Nate's hands. "Nate" she began staring at the papers. "Blair's been living with Chuck and their baby for over a year, you can't be that surprised that she wants a divorce". Nate stared at her and slowly nodded.

"I Know" he replied. "But I still miss her, I still wish she was mine and not his. I wish she was still my sweet heart and not his" 'his' was said as though it was dripping with acid. Chuck had taken Blair away from him well over a year ago but Nate still felt like it was just yesterday.


Nate came home early to find his beautiful wife putting her clothes into a suitcase on their bed. He straightened his tie before he spoke.

"Hey" he said calmly. Blair looked up shocked.

"Nate, why are you home from work so early?" It was more of a demand than a question.

"Nothing left for me to do at work" he replied as Blair zipped up the suitcase. "You going somewhere?" he asked, Blair sat on the edge of the bed and began to cry. Nate sat next to her. "What's wrong sweet heart? Why are you crying?"

"I...I...I'm so...S...Sorry Nate" she wept.

"Why?" she began to slide her wedding ring off her finger.

"I...I'm...L...Leaving" she cried as she took her wedding ring off and then did the same to her engagement ring.

"L...Leaving? Why?" He questioned. Blair shook her head.

"This was a mistake. I'm so sorry Nate" she wept.

"What was a mistake Blair, you're not making any sense" Nate replied.

"I left you a note" she murmured.

"Yeah what's it say?"

"That I'm sorry. I'm sorry I ruined everything, I'm sorry that you ever married me, it was a mistake" she cried.

"It wasn't a mistake" Nate pleaded. "Blair, don't do this please. Just tell me what it is that I've done wrong and I can fix it, please Blair, I'm begging you"

"You didn't do anything, it was all me... I was the one who screwed up"

"Why?" Blair looked into his eyes.

"I've been having an affair" she admitted.

"With who? How long?" Nate was really shocked, but he was even angrier. How could she?

"Chuck. It's been going on for 7 months" Blair murmured.

"Why? Why him? Why choose my Best friend? The best man at our wedding?!!!" Nate asked, he would've yelled but he was too shocked.

"BECAUSE I LOVE HIM!!!" Blair shouted. Those words cut through Nate like a knife. She stood up and but Nate grabbed her wrist.

"We can work it out, were meant to be together, I know it and you know it, I'll do anything Blair please" he begged. Blair shook her head.

"No we can't" she wept.

"Why not?!!!" Nate yelled. Blair placed a hand on her stomach.

"Because I'm pregnant!!!" Blair screamed. Nate's face fell and he went as white as snow, he dropped his hand that was holding her wrist. There was silence for what seemed like forever before he spoke again.

"And you don't know who the Father is" Nate whispered. He looked up at Blair. "It could be mine" he went to put his hand on her stomach but she jerked away and shook her head.

"It's Chuck's. We found out the date it was conceived at the doctors when I 1st found out I was pregnant. January 5th, you were on a business trip" Blair announced. It was true he was, he was in Chicago with his Grandfather.

"You've been to the doctors about it?!!!" Nate yelled. Blair nodded. "DID YOU GO WITH HIM?!!!" Nate shouted, Blair nodded again.

"Yes. I told him I was pregnant then he took me to the doctors to check the date it was conceived" Blair announced. Nate was so angry, he wanted to hunt Chuck down and rip his head off, 'how dare he take Blair away from me and knock her up?' Nate thought, suddenly he came up with an idea.

"We could still pretend it's mine" Nate proposed.

"Chuck won't hear of anything like that, he says he wants his, our child to be known as our baby. No one else's." She announced. Nate grew redder and redder. "I'm sorry Nate, we didn't exactly mean for this to happen it just-" Nate cut her off.

"Get out" he said quietly. Blair stood still not quite hearing him. "GET OUT BLAIR!!! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU OR CHUCK EVER AGAIN!!! BOTH OF YOU, JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!" Nate yelled, Blair was shocked. "I LOVE YOU BLAIR, I GAVE OU EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER WANTED AND THIS IS THE THANKS I GET?!!! YOU HAVE AN AFFAIR WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND HE KNOCKS YOU UP AND ALL YOU CAN SAY IS 'I'M SORRY'?" Nate shouted. Blair walked over to her suitcase, picked it up, walked out of the bedroom and over to the elevator. When it arrived she got in it and the doors closed behind her. Nate then walked over to the living rooms window that overlooked the city. He saw Chuck get out of his limo and run up to Blair who was just coming out of the doors of the apartment block, he then took her suitcase and handed it to Arthur, then he wiped away her tears with his thumb and she collapsed into his arms. He held her, soothing her and kissing her head. After awhile he let go of her and looked into her eyes, she smiled as his left hand came to rest on her abdomen, she then put her hand over his, then he said something to her that made her giggle slightly and she kissed him. Then he helped her into the limo before getting in himself, Arthur then closed the door behind them and opened the driver's door and got in. Then the limo sped away. As it was just disappearing around the corner Nate whispered: "I Love You Blair Cornelia Waldorf, Always Have Always Will" then the tears began streaming down his face and his knees collapsed leaving him kneeling on the floor. He'd lost her to Chuck once again and he knew that he wouldn't get another chance, now they were having a baby, now there'd always be something tying Blair and Chuck together, the thing that was currently living inside Blair, the thing that Chuck had put there.


"Nate, Hello? Earth calling Nate?" Serena called interrupting his reminiscing.

"What?" he asked slightly annoyed.

"I asked when your gonna sign them. Blair said she wants them back by tonight, all signed" Serena announced. "She said she'd come herself but baby Evelyn's having a nap and she doesn't want to wake her up by bringing her" Nate stared at her.

"How is she?" he asked.

"Who? Evelyn or Blair?" Serena asked.

"Blair" he replied.

"She's good, she's tired a lot. Having a baby's apparently hard work. But she's loving every second of being a Mom"

"And Chuck?" he asked.

"He's tired too but he's happy. I know you don't wanna hear this Nate but they both are really happy together" Serena replied. Nate nodded.

"I know but as I said before, I still miss her, here you got a pen?" Nate asked. Serena handed him a pen.

"Blair said you know what the papers say, something about you going over them in that meeting thing?" Serena asked. Nate nodded and began scribbling his signature on the papers, when he was on his second sheet he remembered when Evelyn was born a few months ago. He got a Gossip Girl text saying:

Congrats to B & C on the birth of their 1st baby. It was a Girl as predicted by yours truly and weighed 7 pounds 3 ounces. The little bundle of joy is rumoured to be called Evelyn after Chuck's late mother. Awww.

When Nate was done signing all the papers he let a single tear escape from his eye. Serena immediately saw it and hugged Nate.

"It's ok Nate, don't cry" she soothed.

"He doesn't deserve her" Nate sniffed. "But then again neither do I"


A/N: So what did you think? don't forget to review xoxo Beth xxxx