Dear Youko-oneesama:
Hello everyone! I'm back! I'm sorry I couldn't post, but since my computer broke and my laptop crashed I couldn't. Seriously, I think technology hates me sometimes. Lol, I've recently started reading new manga such as Maria-Sama Ga Miteru, Strawberry Panic, NANA, Othello, Loveless, and more. I absolutely fell in love with all of them. Hello big yuri fan here! I loved all the yuri couples,anime, and mangas. Especially Maria-Sama, so I've decided to do a whole kind of project about it, where it's like Dear Onee-Sama. Where the petite seours writes to their onee-sama! And the onee-sama writes back, but both people never end up really reading it. Lol, I won't do Touko, Noriko, or the onee-sama's of Youko, Sei, and Eriko. It'll be about the first season cast of Maria-Sama Ga Miteru. Also since I was gone for so long, I will be writing a bunch of fan fictions for you guys! Anyways here it goes...
P.S.: I came up with a new nickname for HarukaxMichiru... Harumi! Lol.. Now here is the story.
Dear Onee-Sama:
By: Juliet Taylor (HaruMichi)
Dear Onee-sama,
When I was
Younger..
Only a mere child..
I felt the way
Most children felt..
Joyful..
Pleasant..
Happy..
Content..
I felt as if I were
On top of the world
Looking down on everyone.
The queen
Of the universe
Who lived on
Cloud nine.
As if I was an angel,
Flying so freely across the sky.
As if nothing
And no one
Could ever strip me of
My freedom.
But as I grew
That freedom was
Taken away
From me.
That world
I had loved
Disappeared
And
Reappeared
Tattered and
Torn.
But for some reason,
Magically,
I had managed to keep
My wings.
To fly...
That was my..
Only escape
From that
World
I now loathe
And into
The perfection
Of the heavens...
Yet watching you walk away..
Slowly,
But surely,
My wings
Vanished
From sight..
Can you please
Return them,
Onee-sama?
If I..
If I could tell you
The most important times
Of my life.
I would...
I would honestly say..
The times I was with
You...
Those were the
Only times I felt protected,
And safe.
Where I was again
A child
Content with the world.
Content with life.
Content to be there.
I felt..
Happy.
So..
So..
Happy.
To love
And to be loved
In return
Meant everything to me.
As if I were
A kid again.
With just my
Mother,
Father,
And me...
Thank you..
For giving me a..
A chance to be
The person I was
Once more...
But that didn't last long.
You don't know how many times,
I wished I could've just
Lived in school
So I wouldn't have
Had to come back
To that empty mansion
Filled with
Maids, butlers,
And strangers.
Not the smiling faces
Of the people I used to
Call my family,
Not the place I used to
Call my home.
Everything has changed.
And I changed with it...
My heart...
Has always
Been made up of
Rules.
My life...
Has always
Been headed one
Direction.
My dreams...
Has always
Been filled with nothing
But emptiness
Even when
Growing up,
I've always been told
To be the person
They wanted me
To be.
I've always spoke
The way
They wanted me
To speak,
To act
The way
They wanted me
To act...
That's why I..
Never knew..
And I still don't know
Who I want to be...
All I know is what
They taught me
To become...
Onee-sama,
How do you do it?
How can you carry yourself
The way you do,
Have so many responsibilities,
Still take care of me,
Yet always be
The onee-sama
I love?
Please give me an answer...
Because I don't know
What to do anymore...
My life
Has always been
A racetrack...
Trying to get there
As fast as I could
Without turning
In the wrong direction,
Or making a
Mistake or flaw.
Yet I always knew
Where to go..
Because someone else
Was always driving the car
For me...
I'm so confused,
Onee-sama,
What do I do
Now
That
You're gone?
You're still not answering,
Onee-sama...
You always give me answers..
You're supposed to always give me
The answers!..
Help me...
I'm...
I'm falling,
Onee-sama...
Please...
Catch me.
I'm..
I'm not that...
I'm not that strong..
Not without you,
Onee-sama.
Never without you.
You're my rock.
The only person
I can always
Lean on at the end
Of the day,
To count on
Forever...
Don't tell me you broke
Your promise
Of never leaving me...
Because I need you.
No matter what
A little sister
Will always need
Her big sister
To guide her.
I will always need you.
I will always need my wings
To fly.
I love you,
Onee-sama.
Please answer..
Love Always,
Ogasawara Sachiko