Dear Sei-oneesama:
Hey people! Here's another one! God... This is not my favorite one, even though Sei and Shimako are my favorite "couple" in there... But anyways here ya go!
Dear Onee-Sama:
By:Juliet Taylor (HaruMichi)
Dear Onee-Sama,
Upon...
Entering the school,
I could already tell
That I didn't belong...
That I didn't fit in...
That I won't ever
Fit in..
As if...
I were a
Wandering soul
Lost in
A sea of
Perfection.
And sometimes,
Even now,
I still..
I still feel
Like that.
I think...
I might
Always
Feel like that..
Like there's
Something..
Something missing..
In my soul,
In my heart,
In my life...
And as
My rosary
Lies comfortably
Sleeping on
My wrist.
I realize
The only thing
I'm missing is...
Is..
You,
Onee-sama...
I really do
Miss you,
Onee-sama...
It feels as..
As if..
We're walking
Through this road
Of life.
And
We meet
Each other,
And decide to walk
Together.
And somehow
When I wasn't
Looking,
You sneaked..
In to
My heart.
I would be
So content,
Just to be close
To you.
I would be
So happy
Just seeing
You.
I would be
So at peace
Just by knowing
You were
Still there..
With me...
I was so happy,
I never realized
You slowly started
Walking
Faster
And faster.
Until suddenly
You ran.
I tried to keep up
With you,
And I'm still
Trying to
Keep up
With you,
But I can't.
You're going
To fast,
Onee-Sama!
Dont,
Please don't,
Leave me behind.
I need you!
Please!
Please...
I want you
To know,
I'm not...
I'm not...
As...
Strong,
As
Independent,
As
Capable,
As you think
I am...
Sometimes,
I think
You think
Too highly of me.
I'm not an angel,
Onee-sama.
I'm not a fighter.
I'm not perfection.
I'm not as pure
As you think
I am.
Maybe she was.
Maybe she is.
Maybe she always will be.
But I never was...
And I don't think
I can just start
Now...
I'm...
I'm Buddhist,
I'm weak,
I'm fragile,
I'm not as strong
As you are,
My beautiful
Onee-sama...
You...
You were..
The distant
Star...
In the
Night sky
That everyone
Wanted to touch,
That I..
That I wanted
To touch,
But I could
Never
Reach.
And now,
You're getting
Higher
And
Higher.
And I'm just
Getting
Smaller
And
Smaller.
Until now
I can't see you
Anymore...
I want to
See you,
Onee-sama.
Please...
Please don't
Go on
Without me.
Please..
I don't,
I don't think
I can just
Forget you.
Because
Ever since
That day
We met
You're still
The only one..
I want to
Walk with
Forever...
And..
Every time
I see those
Cherry blossoms
Dancing...
Ever so
Carelessly in to
My face,
All I can
Think about
Is...
You...
I miss you, onee-sama...
And...
I always will...
And so
I'll keep walking,
Until one day
I can finally
Catch up
To you.
And then
We can
Walk together
Once more...
And
For the first time
In a long time
I will feel
That missing part
In my life
Come back
To me
Once again...
Till then,
Onee-sama..
Forever Yours,
Toudou Shimako