Just a little drable that I got in my head when reading a fanfic on this site.
After all Katekyo hitman is my new obsession.
No beta.
Tsuna always listens to all of his friends.
He listens when Hayato and Takeshi argue about the silliest things- ''Don't thought the yodami, you scum!'' ''Maa maa, calm down Hayato''-.
He listens when Takeshi screams about how unfair the world is when he breaks his arm, on the brink of the roof planning suicide. That gives him the friend he always wanted.
He listens to the childhood of Hayato, while that same person tries to kill him, with dynamites non the last! That gives him the most loyal person ever to exist on this earth.
He listens to Reborn the most sadists tutor to be, when he takes his peaceful life away and replaces it with a world full with mafia. He complains on that one, which gives him another wound to cover. But he is grateful later, after all if Reborn hadn't come to train him he wouldn't have friends- ''Not subtenants, Reborn! Their friends''-
He listens and forgives-min the fighting- Moruko and in return he gets another unreplaceable friend to his ever growing family.
He listens and listens when Lambo and I-pin fight again about a cookie? He listens and listens towards all the complains from others.
He listens to grandpa and fits the story of Xanux together. Which in the end, ends with nothing but another victory in the eyes of others.
But when does anyone listen to him?
He says to Reborn that he doesn't want to be the Decimo Vongola the bosses of all bosses, Reborn ignores him.
He asks, screams to the world why nobody hears him when he says he doesn't want to be the Decimo. He did say it in the beginning, but ended with a yet another head wound.
And when the previous Decimo test him, he answers as truthfully as he can, nobody lies in this sort of test after all. He says that he wants to destroy the Vongola, that after is the truth, if the Vongola didn't then he wouldn't have to be the Decimo.
He says to Deamon that he only fights to protect his friends, that after is the only reason he even is fighting at all. Not as the others think.
But nobody hears that, they all think he wants to change it. And he lets them think that. After all, nobody listens to him anyway. Not even his friends. But that's alright he loves them anyway.
And so when the ceremony comes, to take his rightful place as the Decimo Vongola he only says what everyone expect him to say, nobody noticing the pained look from him, deep, deep hidden in his eyes. But that's alright, he long stopped to believe that others would ever hear him.
And so he smiles to the others and says unimportant things, that screams liar to him but wishful to others.
But that's alright nobody listens anyway.