If I was in pain, You would be there for me right?
Then how come last night I was crying, without you at my side?
I could talk to you about what troubled my mind, if I'm not mistaken.
Then why is our friendship, my trust in you breaking?
I thought you would comfort, the pain deep inside.
Comes out to be as make believe, after all, you just lied.
I don't know what I'm doing here, guess I'm just trying to find,
A way to walk away from you, leave the painful memories behind.
Each step brings me further, and I just only want to turn back,
Run up to my best friend, throw my arms around his neck.
Honestly, I would do anything to get the old you back here.
I would do anything, would go through every tear.
How painfull it may be, as long as it brings you back,
I would continue the fight, plan my next attack.
But, no matter what I do, the choice you already made.
Yet I'm still standing here, while the memory will fade.
The wind flows by and the rain falls down,
The grass not as green, the trees not as brown,
Not willing to move on, everything feels cold,
The truth remains unspoken, only lies are being told.
It won't help, to keep trying everyday,
To call you up, but stumble, over the words I want to say.
And I would love to try again, but exactly what is the use?
When I offer you my love, my help and you just refuse.
I'm beginning to see now, not everything will change.
'Cause I'll be just who I was, although that may even sound strange.
I'm not planning on growing, to be just a lie.
That's why I'm letting go. For you, my last goodbye.