a/n:Be kind and a very special thanks too japriet you know exactly what you did.

"Why you do you call it that?" she asked from her spot against his naked chest, taking in his scent which she felt had changed, but at the moment, she decided she liked it.

"Call it what?" his tone questioning because they had been quiet up until now, after the amazing sex they just had. Harriet was asleep and tonight was easy, maybe too easy, which was why she was asking questions.

"Fucking." She looked up at him this time because she wanted too see his face, "Yesterday or today, I don't really know, but you called what this was -fucking. I don't look at it that way. Each time we're together, its making love." she says like it was the easiest thing in the world.

"No." he tells her his voice hard but she knows he's not mad, "In the on call room when I had you pinned against the wall, that was fucking. When we had sex in my car, we fucked. Montana was sex, but this right here? Tonight? We made love. Its different and I'm not the only person who feels that way."

She wasn't shocked because she's heard all the terms she wasn't a loser but she just thought maybe.

"Hey, get out of your head. Every time we're together, its amazing. When were in the on call room and your legs are wrapped so tightly around me so you won't slip, that's my favorite, because I can hold you so tight that I know I'll see the proof of it later and we both know it turns you on. The car is your favorite," he watches the blush creep up her neck, "You like it cause you get to be on top. You get to set the pace and you tease me and you act all innocent like you don't know what you're doing. Montana was sex because I really thought it was a one time thing because we were both flying high. I said somethings then we kissed and, god, I didn't it to stop. But tonight? We made love because we went so slowly, I thought I would die, but I explored your body, I made up for lost time and I wanted to do it all over again. I made love to you tonight, April, because I love you."

April was shocked but she knew deep down he felt the same but she was scared. Sitting up she looked at him his blue eyes digging into her soul, "So on the plane, what was that?" She moved her head to the side, biting her lower lip.

"Everything." They said together.