Takes place after Ian and Mickey get caught by Mickeys dad
He wanted to look away but couldn't. Mickeys dad would probably start to beat on him again if he did. He wanted to grab that gun from Mickeys dad and shoot him in the fucking head but he would probably end up getting himself killed instead. So he sat and watched Mickey fuck some prostitute.
After it was over Mickey stood pulling up his boxers as he got up, he turned and walked over to Ian and punched him in the face.
"Now get the fuck out you fuckin fag" he said. Then turned around and looked at the prostitute "I'm not done with you yet, come on" he said motioning towards his room with his head.
Ian sat there watching Mickey walk into his room with the prostitute, slamming the door behind them. Not quite sure what the hell just happened but too worried about what might happen if he didn't get the fuck outta there. So before Mickeys dad decided to start beating on him again he got up, grabbed his clothes and walked out the front door.
Walking down the street still in his boxers and holding his clothes in his hands Ian could barely breath. Not more than an hour ago he was in his version of heaven. He had Mickey all to himself. He was fucking him and looking forward to trying out those beads Mickey had. He stopped around the corner from Mickeys shaking his head.
"What the fuck just happened" he said to himself.
He put on his pants then pulled on his shirt. Sitting on the curb he put on his shoes. Getting up he started to walk. Not really sure where he was going but knowing he had to do something before he went back and grabbed that bat by their front door, the one he was trying to go for when Mickeys dad was beating his son but was stopped when he pulled the gun on him, and beat his dads skull in.
About twenty minutes later he walked into work and just started doing everything he could to keep himself distracted. Nothing helped. All he could think about was the look on Mickeys face when the prostitute was riding him. Did he really fuck her after they went into his room or was it all a show for his dad. There was no way he would know until he saw Mickey again but that would probably not be for a long time. In the mean time though he would just try and go on with his life like nothing had changed knowing that would probably be the hardest thing he had ever done.