Chapter 1
Would You Be My Superman? Pauly D. 01.
"Beat the beat up" played throughout the car as me & my best friend in the whole wide world Jenni headed toward Seaside Heights. Returning there has some bad memories but some were good too; it was so different, that was when I had became best friends with Jenni and Snooki. But Jenni is my best friend, more than Snooki actually and last year there was so much drama; but back to the house we go. I smiled & thought about Mike and what had happened; last summer we had sex a couple times but it didn't work out that well at all. If you could compare us; I'd say we were worse than Sam & Ron.
-Flashback-
Me and Jenni were chilling in the living room and I was talking to her about Mike, We were fighting a lot; I had no idea why. We were worse than Sammi and Ronnie, something was going on. I thought he was cheating but that didn't seem like him, so that idea was gone; I leaned on Jenni and said
Alessandria :Jenni, I don't know what to do; we have turned worse than Sammi and Ronnie..there's something wrong with us. We have been fighting worse than usual, I had to buy new dishes last week cause me and Mike were fighting that bad. Ugh. I think that we are going to end up breaking up..
Jenni hugged me & She said
Jenni: Ally, you do what's best for you. Not for him.
Alessandria: Sometimes I regret saying yes to him. But right now I feel regret for ever kissing him that night.
I said suddenly I heard a glass drop & break; I turned toward the kitchen and saw Mike sitting there.
Alessandria: Mike, it's not what you heard. You didn't hear–
Mike: Save it, you regret all of this; I don't wanna hear anymore.
He cut me off, I walked up to him and went to hug him, he pushed me away & looked at me like I was garbage. I stared at him and dropped to my knees and started crying.
Mike: Everything of yours, out of my room. By the time I get back.
He walked out and slammed the door shut, I cried so hard until my eyes were dark red; Jenni hugged me and got up & said
Jenni: Are you gonna be okay?
Alessandria: Yeah
I lied to her, she smiled and kissed my forehead and said
Jenni: I'm going to the boardwalk boo boo.
I nodded and with that she left. Soon I got up and went into mine and Mike's room, today was the day before the last day; I got my stuff & packed it. When I was done I carried them downstairs, I set them next to the couch and sat on the beanbag; I just sat there staring into space. Snooki walked in & looked at me, then said
Snooki: Boo-Boo are you okay?
I swallowed really hard and shook my head 'No'; she hugged me & said
Snooki: What happened Boo? Tell me.
I sniffled and wiped some up coming tears
Alessandria: Me & Mike got into it because I told Jenni I regret ever kissing Mike that night on the boardwalk,
I can't take anymore of this at all.
I hugged Snooki and got up this was the last time I will ever come here again.
-Flashback End-
I started to shake, I was not ready to do this; Jenni grabbed my hand and said
Jenni: Hey, I'm here. You're ready.
I nodded slowly still unsure; it was supposed to be my last time, last time I was here. I did not wanna be here; it was too much. Soon enough me and Jenni were pulling our bags out of the trunk and dragging them into the "Shore House". I sighed and looked around, I just felt like crying; but I didn't
Jenni: Hello? Hello?
Jenni called out, we heard bounding down the stairs & saw Ronnie; I stood there as he stared at me.
Ronnie: Jenni!
He exclaimed and hugged her, he got to me and said
Ronnie: You okay? You know, being here?
I nodded slowly, and closed my eyes as he engulfed me in a hug; I just stood there unable to move. Ronnie, Jenni, Snooki, Vinny, & Pauly were the closest ones to me. Sammi and me had some problems cause me and Ronnie were close; Me and Angelina, ugh I wanted to punch that cunt in the face and Mike just no comment. Ronnie let me go and grabbed my
hand and Jenni said
Jenni: Boo, who are you rooming with?
Alessandria: Well you, Snooks and Deena are gonna room so I guess I will room with Pauly, Vin and Ronnie again.
Some few minutes later; me and Ronnie went up to the room and I set my stuff on a King sized bed, then Ron set his next to me. The room was A king, 2 Twins & a Single in the corner; which what was I slept in if Ron brought home a girl. I went back downstairs and laid on the couch with Ron, he brought my blanket with him; we laid there for almost a hour. Suddenly Snooki and Deena busted in.
Snooki: Party times two!
Deena: We are here.
They went to the room and set their stuff down then came out & finally noticed me and Ron. Snooki gasped and ran over to me, she hugged me and
Ron; Deena did the same.
Snooki: You're here!
Alessandria: Yeaa.
Deena: Are you good here?
Alessandria: Yeaa.
They nodded then went off and started doing shots; the time flied & soon everyone was here. The last person to arrive was Mike, when he walked in; he saw me and looked down.