Sherlock-
Ella's been telling me to write to you. Tell you all the things I didn't before…well. I've been avoiding it for ages. Now that I'm doing it I still don't know what to write. Christ, Sherlock, my hand is shaking. Isn't that stupid? I'm an idiot, Sherlock, I truly am, like you always said. And I wish I could turn back time because Oh, sod this. Sod all of this.
-John
