Sketch II
By TBOtaku
Sketch I
The first time. This is so frightening for me.
He gave me the means to go far.
Do I want freedom so badly? To do…
that.
So uncertain.
Attack!!
And now the milky white stuff spills out of the safe, secure, containing
Crate.
It pools around my back trickles out trickles out
It was supposed to stay there.
Words words words now yelling!!
It wasn't my fault don't do it please look, look I'm smiling
I'm smiling like there's nothing wrong oh please just no let me fix it
I'll fix it. I'LL FIX IT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!!!!
Please no.
It's so much worse than before…I can tell because now they're looking at me. Looking at me with frightening eyes.
Bright!! Bright and shiny and they're glinting in the rain. It's raining and now suddenly I know where I'm going.
I hid it under the house.
The thing. I'll be alright when I have it.
I'll be strong.
I want to be strong.
I want to be strong?
GET AWAY FROM ME NO NO NO NO NO NO
And now I have it and it's in my hands…and it's glinting like the others.
So shiny. But it's so horrible that I want to cry.
And suddenly something washes over me and I know what I have to do.
He told me it. He said it to me and I believed him. But is it really true? It has to be true it has to be true I want it to be true!
What else can I do and then the darkness washes over me and I KNOW that it's true.
The strong survive and the weak must die.
They're looking at me and they're screaming now. They're not so frightening anymore.
I control myself now. Now I am the strongest.
None of them can hurt me now.
And now he's here. HIM. He's looking at me but I don't recognize that look.
I'm crying but the rain is washing the tears away.
So I tell him No.
Standing here I realize I've been smiling the whole time.
And I know that this smile will be with me forever.
He speaks to me and,
He takes my hand and I go with him.
Sketch II
Lying on the floor I stare at the ceiling.
He tells me to make myself a better life.
I was supposed to be the strongest.
I was wrong. He was wrong.
And the darkness goes away.
I get up and I stare into those eyes. Someday I want my eyes to look like that.
To look that peaceful…
Ten years is a long time.
Maybe I'll do better the second time around.
My sketch II.
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4:21 PM (EDT) Saturday, October 20th, 2,001 by TBOtaku. =''=
I really like this one. ^_^ ^_^x
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By TBOtaku
Sketch I
The first time. This is so frightening for me.
He gave me the means to go far.
Do I want freedom so badly? To do…
that.
So uncertain.
Attack!!
And now the milky white stuff spills out of the safe, secure, containing
Crate.
It pools around my back trickles out trickles out
It was supposed to stay there.
Words words words now yelling!!
It wasn't my fault don't do it please look, look I'm smiling
I'm smiling like there's nothing wrong oh please just no let me fix it
I'll fix it. I'LL FIX IT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!!!!
Please no.
It's so much worse than before…I can tell because now they're looking at me. Looking at me with frightening eyes.
Bright!! Bright and shiny and they're glinting in the rain. It's raining and now suddenly I know where I'm going.
I hid it under the house.
The thing. I'll be alright when I have it.
I'll be strong.
I want to be strong.
I want to be strong?
GET AWAY FROM ME NO NO NO NO NO NO
And now I have it and it's in my hands…and it's glinting like the others.
So shiny. But it's so horrible that I want to cry.
And suddenly something washes over me and I know what I have to do.
He told me it. He said it to me and I believed him. But is it really true? It has to be true it has to be true I want it to be true!
What else can I do and then the darkness washes over me and I KNOW that it's true.
The strong survive and the weak must die.
They're looking at me and they're screaming now. They're not so frightening anymore.
I control myself now. Now I am the strongest.
None of them can hurt me now.
And now he's here. HIM. He's looking at me but I don't recognize that look.
I'm crying but the rain is washing the tears away.
So I tell him No.
Standing here I realize I've been smiling the whole time.
And I know that this smile will be with me forever.
He speaks to me and,
He takes my hand and I go with him.
Sketch II
Lying on the floor I stare at the ceiling.
He tells me to make myself a better life.
I was supposed to be the strongest.
I was wrong. He was wrong.
And the darkness goes away.
I get up and I stare into those eyes. Someday I want my eyes to look like that.
To look that peaceful…
Ten years is a long time.
Maybe I'll do better the second time around.
My sketch II.
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4:21 PM (EDT) Saturday, October 20th, 2,001 by TBOtaku. =''=
I really like this one. ^_^ ^_^x
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