A/N – A two shot, with a reflection of Jean and Scott. Yes, I like them as a couple.
The first one is Jean, second Scott.
Not Perfect
I'm not perfect.
I'm not.
I make mistakes, I get on people's bad sides.
I try to make Scott jealous by dating another guy and I pretend I am enjoying myself. Sometimes I enjoy myself.
But, I usually fake a laugh, force a smile.
Because Duncan isn't Scott.
And Scott is who I want.
Not Duncan…never Duncan.
Just Scott…always Scott.
"Jean, are you ready?" Scott calls through my door and I paint on a smile.
"I'm ready Scott," I lie as I exit my room, gently shutting my door behind me.
I walk with him as we round up the other students and pack them up. I manage a real smile and I slip into the passenger seat.
One day, I will have the courage to tell you how I feel Scott, but not now.
Probably not for awhile though. I am such a coward. I'm not perfect…no matter how much I want to be.