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Raven's Journal

Teen Titans

Using episode: Birthmark

Dear Journal,

Today is the day of my birth. I do not celebrate it because I know there will be no point to it. I am the key to an awful prophecy that will destroy the Earth and all that dwells on it. There is nothing I can do to stop it… nothing… I can not enjoy my birthday…my birth is an awful day. My friends do not know it…do not know about what I am meant to be and do…and they must not find out… I can not put them in danger by growing too attached to them…he only destroys the ones I love. The ones that I care for…he takes everything away from me…EVERYTHING!

I just want to disappear into the deep skies and not be seen by anyone. I want this all to be a dream and that I will wake up in my room all fine but its not, no matter how much I wish it to be. This day will come one day, no matter how much I don't like it.

Slade he came after me…with a message from my father…he doesn't even deserve that name…fathers care for you…fathers are nice to you…fathers are there for you…he is not my father! Why won't they just leave me alone? I don't want this but they don't care. He just loves seeing me miserable. Everyone was frozen but I and Slade…and then Robin was not frozen somehow…which I was thankful for.

My hair has grown longer…so much longer. My once pale clean skin marked with the letter S all over. My leotard ruin…broken…I am broken…

He delivered the message…I don't want it to be true…Don't want it to happen…I want all this to just be a figment of my mind…but…but its not…it's really there…it is real…how much I want it to be just a dream it is very real…

I with Robin went to the safety of the old church. We had to find some shelter. The others were still frozen, frozen as stones. This can't be happening! It just can't! Why does this have to happen when I have just started loving my life? Why does it have to happen at all? Why me? Why now?

He has left with that once he delivered that message…that message that will change my life…the others have unfrozen…no longer stone but that does not matter for I know what will come and they do not.

I have to tell them…they are my friends…they will not kick me out in the streets because of this that I am destined to be…will they? Of course they won't!

I should not let this day…this prophecy prevent me from enjoying myself….I will party like there is no tomorrow…literally.

I will tell them during that party, wish me luck.

Yours truly,

Raven.

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