hi , in this story I'm not going to use any bodies name
just imagine a couple you want in here ...
it was dark it was mid night ...
she sighed .. a very deep n long sigh ..
you could surely tell that she was tired ... tired of her life ...
she didn't want to live any more .. the reason behind her not wanting to live was ... nothing i guess , she was just tured , frustrated , anxious !
it was enough she had enough , her head was pounding ..
okay you might think that wanting to die can come in your mind once or twice ...but no it was a permenent thought , she wanted to die from the beginning ...
even though having all the love , still she wanted to die .
all she had learnt from the beginning was to HATE HER SELF !!
and till this day she still hates her self , the pressure in her brain increased . she was getting anxious by anxious . she had enough . she tried to control her self , clenching her fist , she wanted to harm her self , she wanted to commit suicide ...
but she couldn't . she allways regreted seeing tears in others eyes , she just couldn't , tears in her loved ones always killed her deep inside . she tried scratching her self , but no use . she was desperate she wanted a knife .
arggggg! her head pounded , sure she was in depression , may be she was a patient of depression. only if some thing actually happened to her she would be happy but no ! a bitter truth no matter how much she tried to harm , her love ones will always stop her
oh dam ! only she wished that she could just sit in a dark room and cry , starve until she died !
how she always saw her death beyond her eyes . her committing suicide but before those letters ... while she wrote those letters would make her cry .
she just sat there on her bed ! blank ... just then she saw a knife sharp it was . she wanted to see her blood , surely she knew she was mental . she got up and grabbed that sharp knife , she started at the blade , a grin came on her face grin of victory . she placed the knife on her arm where her vein was . she pressed it in a bit . Blood !! yes blood was oozing .. she was descending to continue ...
but the door opened , he ... he came in , he shouted
she looked at him blankly. he came forward and took the knife out her hands .. he was really angry ..
"SLAP"!!
he slapped her across her face ... tears slipped from her eyes , her hand was on her cheek . oh she didn't mind about the slap he had rights surely he did . his hands started to quiver . he just didn't know how ?? how he managed to ...
he looked at her , then he saw the blood and his anger rose again and he shouted
" what the hell , were u going to do haan ?? bolo kya kari thi haan
kud ko dard paunchaneh ka shouq hai na bara tumeh
kud ka khoon dekneh meh bara dard hai na
kissi aur ki fikr nhi tumko ?? speak
dont h give a dam about any body else's feeling ??
kud ko dard toh paunchati ho bar mehra kya haan mehra kya
meh tumhara much lagta hi nhi na bar bar mehra dil thodi jati ho ...
she spoke " i know i have broken ur heart many times , then why dont u leave me ?
he looked at her he could feel that pain .. he knew all she needed was love
she was very sensitive he knew that .
" cuz i love u , i love u more than my life , even beyond ur thinking , i could do anything for u to stay happy
why do think i stuck with u all these years no matter how u are how u act , i still loved you and will always will
but please i beg u dont try to kill ur self
as u wont want to see me in pain i dont want to see u in pain ... please "
he hugged her they both had tears in thier eyes
he will always love her , no matter how she is and what she thinks no matter if she hates her self he is ready to be beside her and help her in any way
because its true love ...
the end! dont forget to review ...