I cannot help this feeling anymore. I have been feeling this way for AGES! And I just can't let it go. Everytime I see you, everytime I'm near you I just help but have all these feelings. Feelings that are just built up and I cannot get rid of them. They go away then come back 10x stronger. I'm sick of hearing how much you like this guy. He's ugly, he's an asswhole to you and he's a player. You have no idea how much you mean to me. Everytime I look into your eyes, I just melt a little bit inside. Everytime you smile I just can't help but smile because your smile is so beautiful. I have huge feelings for you and that's it. I'll never be able to tell you, because well I'm scared. So this is how I'm expressing it…Through your tumblr.
I pressed Ask Anonymously and pressed Ask. That was the only way I could let Demi how I feel. She's my bestfriend but I will never have the urge to tell her how I feel. This way, she knows someone out there cares about her and she feels loved… Even though she doesn't know its me. She still knows..
Later on the next night I went onto Tumblr and head to Demi's page. I see she's answered me question. I felt my heart skip a beat. I wanted to read it, but I didn't want to read it. After minutes of pacing I sat down and clicked on it.
"Wow… I never expected this. I makes me feel good that someone feels for me like that." Yeah typical Demi. I kept reading. "If this is who I think it is. I have feelings for you as well. And your right, its scary. I've been holding them in for a while but only noticed lately. I really hope this is you. I hope it is3" She wrote back… I wonder who she thinks it is. It couldn't be me. She's as straight as straight can get. It will never be me…
I heard a knock on my front door. I opened it to find Demi's smiling face walk in. "Hi!" She seemed happy… She sat down on my couch and I joined her. "Hey, what brings you over here?" I said interested in what she was doing here. Her face suddenly changed. As if she was scared. She looked at me and I could see the expression in her eyes. "Well…I got this anonymous message on tumblr and it was really cute. This person was expressing their feelings for me. I've never been told something so cute before. Reading back on it over and over I was wondering who would feel that way for me, then I realized that the person right in front of me is the one I always needed." She looked at me. "I realized how much I cared for you." She said. I think my heart just skipped a beat. "I love you Selly." I think my whole entire heart just stopped. Everything inside of me just stopped. I was happy but I just couldn't get it out. She just looked at me, worried. "It wasn't you this is so awkward, I cant believe I just…" She rambled on and someone had to stop her. I kissed her with everything I had. All the passion I had inside of me came out in this kiss. I pulled away and looked into her eyes. They were different now, they had love and hope. "I love you too. I always have." And with that, another kiss… Just to seal it.