Summary: when Light decides to give up his death note and loose his memory of it, he has it all planned out. But, it ends up not going as planned.

Genre: romance

Please review, but go easy on me, this is my first time ever writing a story, nevertheless, yaoi.

But please do give me advice...I could use it!

chapter one: the kiss

Click, clack, click, clack. Light laid in the bed. He was unable to sleep because of the constant clicking being produced by the keyboard of Ryuzaki's laptop. L was leaning up against the side of the bed, legs pulled against his chest and thumb in is mouth. The laptop was lying on the floor in front of him.

Light turned his head so he could see L's messy black hair. He smiled inwardly at the site of it. Suddenly light turned over. 'Why am I smiling?' He's been having these thoughts before. It's like looking at L, thinking of L, even just being next to L gives him this feeling of excitement in the pit of his stomach. Why are thee feelings towards his father's "boss", nevertheless, his fathers' MALE "boss". Light has never had this kind of feeling towards a girl but he never thought that he would have this feeling toward a guy! Suddenly the clicking stopped.

Light thought that L had finally passed out from exhaustion, and he felt as if he could do the same. He's been lying there for the past two hours hearing nothing but the clicking.

Light felt a small tug on the chain that attached him to Ryuzaki. Then he heard a loud thump. He turned over to see L sprawled across the floor, hand inches away from the chocolate drenched piece of cake. Light silently chuckled to himself [A/N cringe I hate the word "chuckled" but I felt like I need another word besides laughed. The cake was all the way on the other side of the room. Did L possibly think he could make it?

Light sat and enjoyed the site of L struggling for another minute then he waited for the perfect chance. When L had stood up, ready to pounce on the cake, Light tugged forcefully at the chain and sent L plummeting towards the ground. Light burst into laughter. L looked over at Light.

"You were awake this whole time?"

Light had trouble speaking through his laughter. " How could I possibly go to sleep with the constant clicking? Why don't you just sleep?"

"I don't sleep."

Light raised an eyebrow in disbelief. " L you have to sleep."

" I only sleep when it's absolutely needed"

"Well, your eyes tell me you need it, now get in bed!"

"Yes, father." Said L sarcastically. Normally he doesn't do what Light tells him. But he didn't feel like arguing. Maybe he was tired.

As soon as L's head hit his pillow he was sound asleep. Light closed his eyes, finally ready for good nights sleep, when suddenly, his body was pulled over next to L. Light looked at L to see him still asleep. Light realized that L pulling his thumb nail into his mouth, involved light having to have his body right up next to L's.

Light could feel the heat coming off L's body. L looked so peaceful when he was asleep. Light was tempted to swipe his hand across the soft pale cheeks, maybe even let his lip touch it. Light tried to bring himself back to reality, back to his normal self, but he was to deep now, besides, he kind of liked the new Light that was coming out.

Light moved is body a bit to get more comfortable. Then he carefully put his arms around L. He then rest his cheek upon L's. he felt this jolt of happiness through his body. He felt as though he could never feel any other emotion again. Then he whispered as though L could hear him, "I think I'm falling for you, L."

L's eyes shot open. Light jumped at the sudden twitch of L. Had he heard? He then looked over to see L's eyes wide open filled with shock. Neither of them knew what to do.

Light started to panic. 'does he feel the same way?' 'what should I do?'. Light finally came to a conclusion. He pulled L's face into his and let his lips lightly touch L's.

L pulled away. "Are you okay Light-kun?"

Light let the smile he as holding inside show." I feel better than I ever thought I could"

L didn't know what to do. He had never felt this feeling before. His whole body felt warm. He had never kissed anyone before, and he never really cared about love. But at this moment he felt as if everything he always knew was washed out of him, and it felt good. He felt as if every emotion that was always locked inside of him wanted to come out and scream.

Light looked at L and smiled, " What are you thinking L?"

L put his hand on Light cheeks and pulled him in for another taste of something sweeter than anything he ever tasted (well almost anything).

L looked deep onto light's eyes and smiled. " I think I'm falling for you too."