This is a Fanfic about Tokyo Ghoul.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters. They all belong to Sui Ishida.
The ideas for the story came from BriEva ( u/4986545/) Thank you!
Dear reader,
I wrote this nearly a year ago and therefore there might be a lot mistakes in the story so i'll try my best to fix it as soon as possible as well hopefully update
Thank you for reading
Chapter 1
I miss Nishiki. It has been 3 months since he left Tokyo. I thought I would die but I'm still here. I don't know whether this is better or worse. Everything I do seems so worthless, useless and desperated to me. I told myself to stop thinking of him but I can't. Every thought on him hurts me. There are moments when I don't know how life will go on. He told me he will come back if it's possible but it could also happen that he'll never be able to come back to Tokyo.
3 months earlier „Nishiki! Don't go!" Nishiki grabbed me by my shoulder: „Kimi I must leave." „Please don't leave me alone! I want to come with you." „This is not possible. You should know." „Why? I thought you love me." Nishiki gave me a sad smile: „Of course I do but actually you're the reason why I have to leave. I have to leave you because I don't want to cause you in trouble. I'm a ghoul. I can't be together with you if they keep on hunting me, trying to kill me. Think about what they would do if they discover our relationship." „What's about the last months? I knew that you're a ghoul and the CCG was already chasing after you. Why didn't you left?" „Kimi they developed their weapons and strategies really fast in the last time, they seem to get stronger. There won't be much time left until they go after me. And because of you being my girlfriend they would also deal with you. I can't tell what they will do if they find out about us but I don't want it to know. It's better for you." „But I can handle any trouble as long as I'm with you." „This won't protect you." „But maybe I can change their minds about you." „How would you do this? It's impossible." „Everything seems possible to me as long as I have you." Nishiki sighed: „No Kimi not everything" „But..." Nishiki gave me a sad smile: „Don't worry. It's the best." „No it can't be if it means that i'll lose you." I wanted to say some more but he suddenly kissed me. Then he turned: „Please don't follow me Kimi but you should know that I'll love until the day I die." He was gone so fast that i didn't had the chance to do everything. „Nishiki!", I shout.
I'm trying to hold back the tears. I feel more worse now than after my parents died. He was the one who saved me from all the pain backwards. But now he is the one who hurts me. I stand up from the chair and walk into his bedroom. I live here since he left. I grab his blanket laying on the ground. It still smells like him but the smell is getting weaker everyday. I miss him so desperatly. Of course I tried to call him on his phone but he must have thrown it away. He was gone so fast that i didn't had the chance to do everything. I feel so empty now without him.
I know that this first chapter is really short. I'm sorry. I hope that I can publish the second chapter in about a week.
I hope my language is not to bad :)
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