A/N: This is my first attempt at writing fanfiction, so please leave your opinions of my story.

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"BELLA!" The man woke screaming, he sighed knowing that his life could only get worse after his wife and child died in that "accident" 3 months ago. He stumbled across to the bathroom where he with drew a small black box of within laid a plastic bag, filled with a soft white powdery substance, a syringe, a thick band of rubber, and a sadly out of shape metal spoon.

He gingerly lit a candle in his bathroom and scooped some of the powdery substance out with the sad little spoon and began heating it over the candle. He then tied the rubber tight right above his elbow and flexed his arm a little to get his vein to pop out from his skin. The auburn vampire took the syringe from the box and filled it with what used to be the white substance, but now had become a light brown liquid.

The vamp shook the needle and released the little bubbles of air that had gotten trapped in the amber liquid, then stuck the needle in his now visible, deep purple vein, and injected the heroin into his blood stream, because dammit he needed his fix and he needed it now, he needed anything to help keep his mind off the death of his dead wife and child…that said way was the drug that was now coursing through his veins. Sure he had tried other drugs, but none had made him as mellow as the heroin, which he was having a harder time finding ever since his last dealer was busted by the police.

The sweet drug felt like fire burning his veins until the pain melted into a delirious joy and calm that over took all of his senses leaving him in peace.

Edward closed his eyes embracing the euphoria that covered him like a warm blanket.