Disclaimer: I do not own Rookie Blue
Please keep in mind this is AU, and has never happened in Rookie Blue and probably never will.
This is my second story; my first was Excuses, give 'er a read if you'd like!
"Sam," she said looking at him, heavy-hearted, and eyes filled with tears. "I can't do this anymore." He just looked at her, how did they get so far off track? They had been together for 6 years, married for 3, and now it looked like they would end, right here.
"Andy, what do you mean?" He stood there, confused, and scared she was going to leave. "I mean Sam, I can't do this, I can't be in this marriage, anymore." She told him as a her tears began to fall. "I can't be in a relationship with someone who's so distance from me, I mean you're here physically but emotionally we too far apart to fix this." Her arms crossed as her hands gripped her biceps. "I don't know how we got here, but there's no going back, back to where we were." She waited for him to respond, she partly hoped he fight like hell for her to change her mind, try to convince her that they could work through this, say anything to keep her here; with him.
He stood there he's mind racing, Andy McNally was one of the most stubborn people he had ever met, if she had made up her mind; that was it. No matter what he said, she wasn't going to change her mind.
"If there's no going back then I'm leaving." He told her, as he turned toward the hallway, and began to walk away. "So, that's it Sam, just like that you're leaving." She followed him to their bedroom, voice shaky. She truly thought that he would fight for this, talk about how he needs her in his life because without her he's nothing, or talk about all they've been through from Jamie Brennan to him taking a bullet for Collins and almost dying. Why did he want to fight for this she then thought.
"Andy, I'm sure as hell not going to stay if you think we can't fix this." They were no facing off in their bedroom, "Sam, I want you to do something; anything. God damn it!" She was done, how could he walk away so easily. "What to you want me to do Andy?! Tell me and I'll do it." He was at a loss and truly didn't know what to do. "You want me to fight for you," he asked stepping closer toward her, "you want me to show you that I'm madly in-love with you," inching toward her.
She just nodded, "prove to you that you're it for me." Their lips millimeters apart, "that there is no one that I could ever be with besides you, that without you; without us, I'm nothing." He paused, half expecting her to walk away from his orbit; she didn't.
They lingered for a fleeting moment, "Sam," she whispered in a raspy breath.
In that moment he closed the gap between them, their lips fused together, her arms wrapped around his neck, his hands firmly grabbing her waist. No one was going anywhere at that moment. Sam wasn't leaving, and Andy sure as hell wasn't going anywhere, right now they were one.
Andy awoke with her naked limbs intertwined with Sam's. 'What did I do?' She looked around the room; Sam's duffle bag thrown aside half filled with a few days worth of clothes, her clothes from yesterday sprawled all across the room, his the same.
'Damn it Andy why did you sleep with him?' she thought, knowing it's only going to kill her that much more when she had to leave. Pulling away from him, she threw her legs over the bed, 'If I leave now there's no going back, he'll never forgive me and I'll be without him. But if I stay how will I know things will change? All I know is I can't leave like this anymore,' her mind still thinking. She puts her face in her hands, her heart breaking.
She took one last look at Sam's sleeping body, he looked so peaceful and at ease, the lines on his face; gone. He even had a half smile going on.
Pulling herself she tiptoed out of the room, heading to the laundry room; to grab whatever clothes of hers that were there to pack in her suitcase she kept in her linen closet.
Ten minutes later, she's all packed; ready to leave.
She thought about leaving him a note, but what if he woke up. She decided not to, opening the front door of their home with suitcase in one hand car keys in another.
Hopping into her car, she started it and just drove, she didn't know where all she knew was she couldn't be in Toronto anymore.
What do you guys think? Yes or No? I don't know where I was going with this, but let's be honest McSwarek is going to end up together because;
THEY ARE ENDGAME!
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