Disappearing Hearts
By: Hixxy
Author's note: ok this is my first fanfic alrite; so don't blame me if you think it's shit
Summary: this is basically a Bellatrix/James/Lily love triangle fanfic with the main focus being on Bellatrix and James so if this is not to your taste I suggest you leave.
'speech'
(thought)
(I wish I were dead)
This was the thought that first crossed Bellatrix Black's mind when she woke up to the sound of the birds and the rays of the morning sun shining on her beautiful brown eyes, making it impossible to go back to sleep and wish that it wasn't the first day of her seventh year of school at Hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry .
(Sigh...well.... cant do anything about it, might as well get up)
And with one final gigantic yawn she hopped out of bed and made her way to the bathroom while in there she studied her reflection. She was 5'7 with long silky dark hair that cascaded down her back like a waterfall and she also had a very trim figure that most girls would kill for. But though she had all this she wasn't very popular among her peers, who taunted her as a nerdy bookworm who didn't deserve to be a slytherin, they would tease her and push her and do horrible things to her, there was no comfort in the other housesas they were just as bad, only their reason for doing so was more shallow
'Because I'm a Slytherin...'she said tearfully
She wasn't really surprised when the Sorting hat had yelled out Slytherin, after all, most of her family had been one, but she couldn't help but feel disappointed, because she had wanted to be in Gryffindor because of a certain blue eyed boy.
'James...' she whispered
FLASHBACK
James Potter the first person she had met on platform 9 ¾ for her and his first year at Hogwarts school of Magic and Wizardry. She had been waiting for the train struggling with her heavy luggage, in which her overprotective sister Narcissa had overpacked with tonnes of clothes 'just in case' there was a fashion emergency, though how she could get into a fashion emergency when for most of the time she would be wearing the school robes, was beyond her; anyhow she was about to topple over under the great weight when somebody grabbed her from behind and gently steadied her. Embarrassed but grateful, she turned around to thank her savior when her voice got stuck in her throat, because when she turned around, she came face to face to the most handsome boy she had ever seen, he had bright blue eyes that looked so much like the ocean that she found herself drowning in them, he also had black messy/spiky hair that framed his handsome face in every way. and at once she knew that he was the one for her
'Hello. My name is James Potter, what's yours?' he asked
'ugh...cough....he...hello my name's Bellatrix Black' (damn I'm sooooo embarrassed) she thought while feeling hot under his gaze.
'Black? Hey you wouldn't happened to know a boy named Sirius would you?'
(Sirius....)
Sirius Black, her cousin who was the same age as her, the cousin that she hadn't seen for over 4 years after both their parents had a disagreement. She wasn't exactly clear on the details, but she knew it was something about his family turning into traitors and as a result the two families have been enemies since.
'Sirius? Who's that?' she asked opting for the safest course of action, hoping to god that James wouldn't say what she thought he was going to say.
'My one and only best friend in the whole world.'
As soon as those words passed his lips her heart sank like the Titanic. If Sirius was his best friend than that could only mean one thing: He's going to be a Gryffindor. The sworn enemy of her soon to be House.
Still... she wasn't about to let him go without trying at least.
'It's nice that you have a best friend before you start school...' she replied '...at least you have a friend already to keep you company. Not like me I have no one.'
END FLASHBACK
(No one...)
How She hated that word, for it is the word that best described her right now. She was no one, no one cared about her, she had no one to turn to either, not even her sister, not since their strict, uncaring parents forced her into a marriage with the disgusting Lucius Malfoy. Ever since then she had thought about suicide, about ending all the pain she had inside her heart. She also hated the world. But the thing that she hated most in the world was her cousin Sirius.
FLASHBACK
'That's not true you have me. I'll be your friend.' James said with a smile curling on the edge of his lips.
Bellatrix smiled softly touched by his blunt but kind words.
(Maybe we could be more than friends later on) she thought while blushing
'Thanks James, I really could use a friend, you don't know how much your words mea...'she stopped, because there was her cousin standing behind James with a look that was halfway between amused and intimidating.
' Hey James great to see you bro.' He said while grabbing James in a bear hug then his eyes turned to her giving her an icy glare.
'Hello Bellatrix...'
Author's note:So how was that? Sorry the chapter was so short but I'm pretty busy.
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