Fat, Fat, and more fat as I look into the full lengeth mirror, I can see it hanging off my thighs with no thigh gap, my stomach is the worst I think. Maybe I should start this way the names Hope, Hope Lichelle, anyway back to what i was saying before. You see i've been bullied for at least 5 years, I get called every name in the book and some very colourful that other people made up. They've been telling i'm to fat and if i died no one would care, i'm worthless, I don't understand why everyone hates me so much, but you know what i kinda hate me too...
know? Don't worry though i'm used to it it even happens at home except the only diffrent thing is i get abused. I havent told anyone adn i dont plan to, my "dad" otherwise known as Hades. Creepy right? What type of parents name their child after the god of the underworld. I guess they knew how he'd turn out he gets really angry when he's drunk.
"COME HERE YOU STUPID COW! WHERE IS MY F*CKIN DINNER!" I just stand there, I mean worse has happened at leaast he hasn't thrown a punch or hit me verbally. It sometimes gets to me, but living with it for so long I think it became a regular thing for me.
I tentively walked down the stairs so I wouldn't anger Hades, When I get to the base of the stairs I felt blood dripping out of my nose and onto the cream colored carpets. He already hit me, I should of susspected that. When I wipe my nose on the sleeve of my shirt "WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG! YOU KNOW I DON'T LIKE TO BE KEPT WAITING!" He grabs me by the hair, and throws me in to the wall. When I don't get up he comes over to me and starts kicking me in my stomach so hard I can feel nothing else just the pain going on around me. Hades pulls me up by the collar of my shirt and pushes me up against the wall he says in the most coldest and hateful tone in my life "Your worthless, nothing, your ugly and nobody would ever want you." I feel the tears about to fall, but i have hold them in otherwise i'll get hit 10 times harder then before.
He throws me on the ground so my stomach is on the floor as he keeps me there I feel something sliding across my skin I can feel pain but the worst feeling is numbness I block everyone out. It seems like hours later when I fall into the blackness and the last thing I hear is the door slamming shut. When I wake up I feel alone, which is good. I get up with my best ability and crawl upstairs to the bathroom to see the damage he did this time.