A/N: I do not own anything except for my OC and the plotline. This story will not follow the series plotline. I'm just telling you. There will be a romance between Jasper and My OC, but don't worry (trying not to spoil anything) there will not be any wars...OR WILL THERE DUN DUN DUN!
Anyway, Onto the story.
Love, QK
Prologue:
Kyanite sighed as she walked, kicking a stone ahead of her. She was so exhausted and lonely. She would have been content simply laying down on the side of this desolate road and sleeping for the rest of all time, but she kept going.
It had been nearly a month since she'd seen another living being, and longer than that since she'd seen another gem.
The stone rolled off of the road, and she stopped and looked around.
Unsurprisingly, she saw nothing, and sat down on the road. She reached into her backpack and pulled out a folded paper, which she unfolded and examined. According to this map, she was only about five miles from Beach City: her final destination.
She had heard rumors that the Crystal Gems' base being near Beach City, and that was where she was headed.
She had heard about the Crystal Gems being good people who took in Gems of all kinds...maybe they would take her in, and maybe she could become one of them?
She smiled at the thought.
Her master had once told her about Rose Quartz, the most kind and accepting Gem he had ever had the pleasure of meeting. Master Silver had told her that if anything should ever happen to him, she should seek out the Crystal Gems and Rose Quartz.
She frowned upon thinking of Master. He had raised her from birth, as she had been cast out of society as a freak among humans. Her gem (Kyanite) took the place of her left eye and gave her incredibly enhanced vision. Her weapon was a set of knives in carrying sizes, any of which could be pulled from her gem at her wish.
Master Silver had taught her to use her gifts well, but they had never truly belonged to the good or bad side, they had always been Neutral.
Now Master Silver was gone, entrapped within a solid gold pendant she wore around her neck. He had said that someday he would return when he had rested, but he instructed we not to expect him for hundreds of years.
Master Silver was gone, and now Kyanite had to make her own life. She had to choose for herself which side she supported, and so far she was planning on becoming good.
She took another deep breath, finding strength in her new found goal, and stood. She smiled and continued to walk towards (hopefully) her new home.
Jasper frowned as she layed on the roof of the ship.
She had been up here thinking, and somehow she had gone from what she had to do tomorrow to Morales to a desire to love and be loved to genders.
Most gems did not have a true gender, and it was for them to decide, but as long as she remembered, she'd always been forced to be a she.
Truth be told, she'd never actually felt like a female. She felt masculine, by her features and her voice. She had never had a desire to do feminine things like sing or care or mother or do anything commonly associated with females.
Not even her name was feminine.
She wondered if maybe this was how Ruby (one of the sides of Garnet) felt.
Jasper sighed and rolled onto her side.
Why was she suddenly questioning all this now? Before she had always simply accepted her given name, and never made desicions of her own.
Being fused with Lapis had made her confused and curious. When she was with Lapis, she had felt like a whole person. Lapis was the epitome of a delicate little girl, and Jasper had felt like she'd actually been a part of something.
It wasn't love because Jasper hated Lapis and Lapis hated her, but it had felt natural.
Jasper Sat up and looked down at the water below them.
They had been floating above the ocean that bordered Europe in secret for nearly a month, as Peridot was stalking the Crystal Gems and feeding her obsession.
Jasper looked at the city lights, nearly two hundred miles away from them reflecting across the waves.
Jasper wondered if maybe there was someone somewhere who would make her feel like a whole person...and maybe it would be a happy person?
Maybe there was a girl Out there that would love him?
Him.
She tried the word on her tongue.
Yes, him.
Jasper smiled as he stood up. At this moment, there was no longer a doubt in her mind that s-...he was a man. And he grinned.
He was a new man now, and he was ready to go find his girl!
He jumped off the ship and grinned as he crashed into the water below.
He was going to recreate himself now, nd the first step was getting far away from Peridot.