My name is Alena Hatham.I'm 17 years old with light brown hair and baby blue eyes.I consider myself to be a normal teenager.I hang with my friends,Olette Heartilly and Kairi Hearts.I go to school at Twilight Town high.

My life is pretty average that is until one day at I set my eyes on Roxas Strife.

Roxas is a gorgeous guy with blond hair and gorgeous blue eyes.I could practically die from his piercing stare.I'm crazy about him. there 's just one flaw to Roxas and that is his girlfriend

Namine Snow.

She's cheerleader,totally beautiful so of course Roxas would be crazy about her,It totally drives me crazy when I see her prance around him,it makes me sick!

My friends just tell me that I'm jealous. it may be true but I know they can't stand her either.

One day I was sitting with Olette and Kairi on the school lawn when I came across Roxas and of course Namine.

"Alena don't look now but here comes your lover."Kairi teased me

I glared at her,lightly shoving her"shut up Kairi."blushing I pushed a strand of my hair behind my ear"He's not my lover."

"you wish he was though."Olette urged,her green eyes sparkling

I took a deep breath"I do not."

Roxas walked by our table with Namine hanging off his arm,like some bad fashion accessory.I slowly glanced at him,He looked so gorgeous today,as usual.

I sighed and rested my chin on my hand"why can't he notice me?"

Then like my words held some kind of power,He turned his head and looked straight at me!

I gasped and turned my head back,my blue eyes wide"oh my god!"

Kairi and Olette were giggling beside me,I growled at them"shush you guys!"

I turned slightly to see if he was still looking at me but he was just walking in the school. sighing heavily I slammed my head on my textbook.

Olette pulled my book out of my hands"come on Alena,we better get to class."

I sighed and gathered my things"yeah yeah."

Kairi,Olette and I all walked in the school to begin our day.

My First class of the day was English,joy to the world! I say that in sarcasm by the way. do we even need to take english?I mean doesn't every american ALREADY know english

I reluctantly sat in my desk,Which the top was all scribbled on from previous kids who owned it before me.

Getting out my books and crap I groaned,I can't stand this school.I wasn't popular but I wasn't a geek either,me and my friends were... I dunno what you call us but I prefer the term

individual.

I can't stand this school because of Namine. She was rich,her daddy practically owned almost everything!Which gave her power to make my life a living hell.

Class had started now and everyone was listening to the teachers. but it was all blah blah in my ears though.

I started to lightly doze off when I accidentally pushed my pencil off the desk.I rolled my eyes and leaned down to pick it up. As I did,a hand came down my mine.I looked up,Roxas was gazing at me intently.

I gasped,pulling my hand back,sitting straight back up. He chuckled and picked up my pencil,putting it on my desk.I blushed and looked shyly at him"T-thank you."

he smiled,his brightly white teeth shining"no problem,just be careful,you never know who could come along and sweep the pencil up."

I stared wide eyes into his eyes,He smirked at me. I got the feeling he wasn't talking about my pencil.

Blushing even more I just afraid to speak.

The next 20 minutes everything was quiet. until Roxas leaned over towards me again,I could feel his breath on my ear as he spoke"I'm having a party this friday.I want you to come."

My jaw dropped open in shock,He wants me to come to his party? but what about his girlfriend?

Speaking my thought I replied"but what about Namine?"

Roxas shrugged"don't worry,She won't be there,she's going to the spa for the weekend."

I frowned in confusion,w-was he suggesting that he cheats on her and uses me as the other woman?

"I um,I don't know if I can make it."I mumbled,not wanting to be his booty call for the night.

Roxas looked surprised at my answer"but why not?you'll have fun,I can guarantee it."

As exciting as that sounds,I don't want to be his booty call,So I looked at him"I'm sorry but I can't."

He turns away from me,I swear I can hear him slightly growling"whatever."

I sigh and keep my eyes focused on my desk.I didn't want to look at him.I WANTED to go but I didn't want to his sex toy and now he probably hates me for it.

After class,everyone filed out of the room,Roxas pushed his way through the clearly didn't want to be in the same room with me anymore.I made sure I was the last one out of the room.

"You rejected his invite?"Olette screamed at me at lunch.I winced glancing around"keep your voice down!"

Kairi shook her head,sitting down her drink"why did you reject it anyway?I mean I thought he was your crush."

I rolled my eyes"because He wanted to use me for sex."

Kairi and Olette looked at each other then they turned back to me,oh I wish they didn't

"AND YOU TURNED THAT DOWN?"they screamed at once

I glanced in Roxas's direction,His back was facing me,He was sitting with his crowd

"I don't just want to be his call girl you guys.I want him to fall in love with me."

Olette slammed her hands on the table"and this is the way to make him start to,sure you would be just his sex toy at first but then you can make him fall for you."

I frowned at her"Olette- That's the most idiotic suggestion you've ever made."

Kairi threw a carrot stick at me"no Alena,your being stupid,sex is addicting,it makes people develop feeling for each other. this just may be your chance to get him."

I shook my head"no...no no that's just stupid,it's stupid idea."

Olette sighed"Alena you said you wanted him,well this is your chance to actually get him,and if all else fails,sex is probably the closest you'll ever get to be with him."

I hated how they were right. Sex is almost all I could get from him.I wanted so badly for him to love me,for me not for the sex. but no,I say I love him and sure he says he loves me too but he always goes back to his "real" girlfriend.

It just wasn't fair,I was so deeply in love with him and yet all he ever needs me for is sex. and I give it to him because I love may be a stupid reason but I just want to be with him and if sex is the only way I can be with him then I'll take it. even if it only hurts me more in the end.

A/N

Here's a new story I'm writing:) I wanted to try a different kind of story with a different kind of character. Which was the perfect chance for me to use my own character:Alena

This won't get updated since I'm also working on my other stories but if you guys like it I will try to update as much as I can.

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