It's been a year … One year ,365 days it doesn't seem like much but everything has changed. My mom started dating again, it's weird to see her with a smile on her face again. In the months after Susannah's death she didn't do anything. She wouldn't eat and she just locked herself in her room and refused to come out. With Steven at college it was me who had to watch it all. Then came summer. Maybe it wasn't the summer I imagined and it was hard with Susannah gone but we saved the house. We all helped we chased Conrad to Cousin's and helped him ace his exams and we got the house ! That was also the summer my heart was broken again but this time someone was there to pick up the pieces. Jeremiah it's been almost a year since we got together. Maybe that's why I didn't notice when my mom started smiling or putting effort into her looks. John, he's the reason my mom is happy now. That's also the reason my mom is letting me go to Cousin's with Jeremiah for the whole summer. Because then she get's to spend all summer with John. Steven says that it will be good for her, she's getting what she needed. She has someone who care's for her and can show her that she's important. I agree with him and I'm pretty happy I get to spend a summer alone in Cousin's with Jeremiah and Conrad, Steven even said he'd come for a bit and bring Claire. My life has been measured by Summers. Every summer has different memories of their own and every summer is special.`