English is not my language so beware of spelling and grammar mistakes. I do hope you my story a chance you enjoy it. I think this will mostly be about friendship but there is a change it becomes yaoi, later on, I have no idea. When I write something I have no control over the story thigs just happen while I write them XD

Every day is the same act, no one sees it not even him. It's like this thing that's always there and you don't even notice it until something makes you feel it again. And then it comes at you like a hurricane. Gray didn't wanna feel it so he denied it to himself and to the world he battled this feeling every day. but the thing with denial is that it never works out.

Team Natsu was ready to go on another mission everyone was meeting up at the train station. it was a pretty easy one save a beautiful rich girl who was kidnapped by someone who wanted to trade her for ransom. The father asked to save her so he could keep his money. The pay was pretty low but Lucy really needed to pay her rent en there was no other option then this job.

Gray's Pov

after a 6 hour ride on the train, we stayed in a hotel. we all shared a big room to keep it cheap. Lucy wanted a room for herself, She wanted privacy and she couldn't stop complaining. But Erza made it pretty clear that the mission would be useless if we spend just as much money on the hotel than we would get paid. And after that, her complaining finally stopped. The girl's father came to us to explain the mission, But truth be told I was so bored of by the mission I didn't even listen, In the end, Natsu or Erza will save the day anyway. That's how it goes they beat the big bad guys. I beat some random guy in the background.,

It took me 3 seconds to realize what I was thinking, was I jealous? Hell no I wasn't I was just in a bad mood nothing more than that. I'm strong and I'm a fairy tail wizard I shouldn't compare myself to them. "Gray" Erza shouted. I looked around, everyone's eyes were staring at me, it was just the team now. The girl's father had already left while I was daydreaming. "Do you have any idea what I was just saying" "sorry I was out of it" I answered.

"Well if you're not in the mood to listen maybe you should just leave, we can handle the mission without you," Erza said angrily "Sorry it won't happen again." "No, it won't cause your out of this mission go home" Well that was something I didn't expect. I know Erza could be strict but normally she would just yell at me not kick me out. "I said go, Gray, next time you go on a mission with us take it seriously." She was clear I left with no words. I felt like a little child who just got punished by his parent, I hated that feeling. I knew Erza was probably in a bad mood I could see it in her eyes it was nothing personal, but I took it personally.

Erza's Po

The moment Gray left and closed the door I knew I overreacted. I wanted to run after him and apologize and ask him the reason why he dozed of like that. But It was too late. "Erza, I think you were too hard on him," Natsu said. "I know I will apologize when we're back" I didn't understand why I just did that. I was planning on asking him if he was okay but different words came out of my mouth. While I was on the train I heard rumors about Jellal and me, About our past, they awoke some anger in me and without realizing it took it out on Gray.

normal pov

Trains were silent for once, when you're all on your own it's pretty easy to fall asleep on them. Gray figured that out when he slept through almost the whole train ride. He woke up 20 minutes before he arrived. It was a good that he slept through the train ride. Instead of thinking too much about what just happened he had a good dream where nothing ever happened. He dreamed of a different world, One where he wasn't at Fairy tail but with his other family. His real family, And they where happy. In this world, his family saw him grow up and they were able to see how strong he became but more importantly, they were able to see the person that would do anything to protect those he loves. The only missing thing there was Fairy tail. Accept that, the dream was perfect.

When Gray got out of the train he had 2 options. Go home think too much and feel hurt and mad or get a drink and probably still feel hurt and mad but there would be alcohol and a little distraction. Yes, option 2 was much better. He stopped by at the first cafe he found and decided to start with a whiskey. He stayed there and drank all night the incident with Erza was already out of his mind.

The next morning Gray woke up with the biggest headache ever. Normally after a night of drinking The drunk guy mostly ends up in bed with a stranger. But not in this case, Gray was on the ground, And the headache wasn't just a hangover. There was a big cut on the right side of his head it started on his forehead and stopped somewhere under his hair, his hair covered half of the cut but you could see it perfectly because of the crimson color that had painted a part of his hair. "what the hell did I do?"

Gray tried to stand but failed when he felt a huge pain in his hips. while he hit the ground he noticed that he had more injuries than the one on his head.

He felt bad something happened last night and he couldn't remember what it was. This was bad how was he going to get home if he couldn't even stand. He decided to try again. he couldn't stand the pain but he needed to be strong and walk cause it was that, our stay there.

After very long and painful walk Gray arrived home and dropped himself on the couth. He was broken literally he wondered if he could ever walk normal again cause he felt like he couldn't he felt sick like he needed to throw up. "Was that the alcohol of last night or his head he thought?" he looked at his hands and noticed that there where a few nails missing. "What the hell is going on" He tried to take his shirt off. It wasn't an easy job with these injuries So he just lifted it so he could see his stomach and his chest. There were bruises and cuts everywhere. he needed to know what he did to get those. cause this was getting scary. he felt sick again so he crawled to the bathroom (he wasn't going to stand with those injuries if it wasn't required) And started to throw up. Okay, this is not a hangover this is my head Gray thought.

He tried to stand up and look in the mirror that hangs on the wall in his bathroom. He was pale like a dead body He noticed that his that there was some skin ripped off his chin, it also bled, not as heavy as his forehead but it probably needed a bandage. he knew that he needed to get checked His injuries could be serious. But He was too injured to make it to Fairy tail it was a miracle he made it home without collapsing and he couldn't contact anyone either. So was he supposed to wait or scream for help, He decided to just go to his room and lie down maybe he could walk after some rest.

Hours later he woke up feeling even worse than before, The light of the sun that shined through the window felt like a laser that set his brain on fire. He closed the curtains and the dark made his headache a little better. It was then that he noticed something, there was a strange noise in his house it sounded like crying. Was someone crying in his house? Was Juvia stalking him in some sort of strange way again? "Juvia?" He tried to follow the sound but it came from every direction. The sound was getting louder and louder. But Gray couldn't see a thing "Juvia is that you?" after a few seconds The sound waves became so loud that he had to cover his ears. "God what the hell is this" The volume kept on getting higher until his windows broke and Gray fainted.

After the other 3 Team Natsu members finished their mission Erza ran to the guild in the hope of being able to apologize to Gray. She opened the doors from the guild and walked over to Mira and Cana who were standing at the bar. "Is Gray here?" the redhead asked, "Wasnt he with you on a mission?" "Yes, but we got into too a fight" "You and Gray? that's not normal, what happened?" Cana said while she was holding a bottle of beer and took a sip from it. "I'll tell later I need to fix this first" Erza left and decided to check his house.

The first thing She noticed when she arrived was a trail of blood. Without even thinking she ran and broke through his door. "Gray!" there was no reply she looked around his house and found him out cold near his room. She held him in her arms and tried to wake him up "Gray" He slowly opened his eyes. "What happened to you? You're really injured" "I don't know." he stuttered "Where...is the woman that broke the windows..." "What are saying?" "she used some sound magic to break the windows" "Gray, your windows aren't broken what are you saying?" "whatt.." he tried to say. Gray wanted to look to see if it was true but before he couldn't do that, he fainted.

Erza ran into the guild "Help find Wendy and bring her to the infirmary" Lucy and some other members Immediately went out to search for Wendy when the saw Erza with an unconscious Gray leaning on her. Natsu helpt the red and together they carry ice mage into the infirmary. "Who the hell did this to him Erza? How did he got so injured?

" the pink-haired man said. "I don't know" she replied silently

Thanks for reading I have no idea where I'm going with this. But I guess I will see that later XD.