Author: Porthos
Spoilers: Rising, Seige pt 2!
Summary: John's thoughts at the end of Seige pt 2. Drabble.

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Heads or tails. Stay or go. Live or die.

My whole life has come down to that damned flip of a coin. Events were put into motion. I was led to this.

Was it destiny that had tossed that coin, or had I? It seems strange to think that by simple mathematical probability, I have just as much a chance of being at home right now, flying a chopper in Antarctica. But instead, I am flying a puddlejumper in Atlantis, and into the belly of a Wraith hive ship.

It seems now that the coin could never have landed on heads, the world wouldn't let it. Does that mean I believe in God? Yeah, maybe. Now seems like a good time to start.

Heads or tails. Stay or go. Live or die.

My choice was made.

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