You wear a mask
( don't deny it )
Everyday, you look in the mirror
&become this girl
She's smart
&funny
&&confident
&&¬ you
.
Everyone around you falls for it
Each pretty smile makes them grin
And you've always been persistent
You won't give up the charade
( B e c a u s e
What if they didn't like the real you?)
.
And all those girls he dates
The pretty ones with the blond hair
&blue eyes
&&white teeth
&&&blank stares
They aren't like you
( real or fake )
And that makes your stomach sink
&your eyes water
&&your breath catch
( he can't really like you
Can he? )
.
But all that make up
And those fake smiles
Aren't really hiding the ugliness
Just insecurity
Because you couldn't be ugly if you tried
.
He loves you
( Did you know that? )
He knows who you are
And what you put yourself through
But he loves you anyway
He may be the only person who sees your hidden pain
But he does see it
And that means a whole lot
.
There is only one person in the way of
Your happilyeverafter
Y o u
So just give it up
Give in
Live a little
Love a little
It can't hurt you worse than you hurt right now
I promise
And someday you'll realize that
.
Little painted doll
I know you hurt
But that fake smile is giving way
To real tears
And real pain
And ( maybe ) a real girl
So stop this trickery
No need for a costume
Because he loves y o u
Not the mask
.
That girl in the mirror
The shy one with those big sad eyes
Yeah, that girl you don't know too well
She isn't all that bad
Just give her a chance
A/N: I don't like it very much, but it's late and I feel like writing.
