Don't Want To Fall To Pieces
Chapter 1:
Never ending reality.
Disclaimer: I do not own my so called life
1 always liked Jordan Catalano. He was the object of my desire. But there's always something that you can't ever have. That's my philosophy. Speaking of philosophy Jordan also had one. His was "whatever happens, happens." What kind of philosophy is that? But that's why I fell so hard for this guy. He's so mysterious, uniquely different. I just can't seem to figure him out. I just wish I could. I seriously wish I could.
"Angela!" Rayane ran up to me and breathed heavily. She was my best friend in High School. Even though she was crazy and a true alcoholic she was still really cool and always kept it calm and collected but she was still crazy if I may so. "Yea what's up?" I asked as I played with my hair. It was a fiery red. I dyed it a week ago to show my independence to my parents. They totally freaked but hey that's life. "Guess who asked me to the Sophomore Semi?" Rayane always had a new guy chasing her all over the place. They would fall head over heels to even have Rayane say hi which was completely stupid to me. Guys would ogle at her goodies and they'd drool all over just to have Rayane even give a seductive smile towards them. "Who is it this time? Hector Mendez?" I asked probably knowing that Rayane would say yes to the dirty dancing break dancer like him. He was definitely her type. All cool and collected but crazy and outgoing. "No… Gregory Simms. Ya know Jordan's best friend?" Rayane jumped with joy while I just froze. If Rayane went with Gregory she'd want me to double date with Jordan. I couldn't, I wouldn't. "I have the greatest idea… how about we double date. Wouldn't it be fun?" Rayane asked. "No Rayane… I can't. I have to help my…mom after school with some…um wallpapers." Why did I have to be so lame with lying? Giving up a date with Jordan to help my mom with wallpaper? So lame! "Well have fun with um… wallpaper. But you'll be missing out. Your not even going to the Sophomore Semi?" Rayane asked. "I think I'll pass." I replied embarrassed to even look at Rayane. "Alright Angela whatever you say." Rayane knew the reason that I wouldn't go was because of Jordan. But what was there that I could do? Nothing.
"Hey Ricky." I sighed as I sat on the steps with him. He was my bisexual friend. He was really cool and talented. Even though he wears more eyeliner than I do it's all cool. He hangs out with us in the girl's bathroom. It doesn't really bother any of the girls. Most of them really could care less. "So Rayane told me. Why don't you want to double date?" Ricky asked looking down at me. "I can't Ricky. You know how stupid I'd look in front of him. We barely speak imagine a double date. It's a waste of time." I sighed and threw my books on the side of me. "Well it's a good way for you guys to chat. Besides Angela you need to get to know him to see if he's the guy you really want." Ricky always had a point. His common sense was way greater than mine, but still my mind was set I wasn't going! "Angela your such a punk. Just give the guy a chanc…" Ricky stopped mid-sentence. "What are you looking at?" I asked as I saw Ricky gazing away at something. I smiled. "Nicholas Griffin eh?" I laughed. "Sssh Angela I wouldn't want him to overhear. I want to ask him to the sophomore semi should I?" Ricky looked scared and unsure of himself. "Sure. He's bi as well so there's not much to worry. If I was a bi guy I'd date you!" I laughed. Ricky smiled. "Alright after school it's a definite meet!" Ricky cheered up. As soon as he finished the bell had rung signaling the end of homeroom. "I'll see you later Angela I got biochemistry wouldn't want to miss that." Ricky winked knowing Nicholas would be in his class. "Have fun." I smiled as was on my way to my dreaded English class with none other than Jordan Catalano.
A/N: I know it was a corny chapter. But hey I'm new at this so don't mind. But the next chapter should be much more interesting. Remember read and review!! SMILES